So, I have wholeheartedly decided that i want to have a relationship this summer.It was sort of a thought pushed out by a tarot card reading.But still it has pretty much wrapped my brain. i have decided I need to stop being shy it has gotten me nowhere. And being completely insecure has done less then helped my self esteem.All my past relationships have just been reasons to use people.As sad as...

I think it really is somthing when some person upstairs (god or whomever) or where ever it might be, making all that fate or what ever you want to call it that happens to people of a course of time or thought.Let me first set the stage by saying i feel a longing for a certain person ^-^ but i can't seem to speak to them or to tell them all the things i want to say. Im not in love because i don't...

Insecurity is somthing Im pretty sure most of America has drowned in multiple times over. I know for a fact almost ever girl on the face of the planet wishes they could look like a chick on the runway and things, But I honestly don't wanna go down that road, Im a guy and I don't now a thing about female culture but i can valuable say i have walked by a couple girls who wouldn't stop talking about...

This week my brother Michael was shipped off to boyscout camp, to leave me to my evil parental units, who suddenly have gone super extra 'Holly your our only child' mode.To day was mostly hype up band time i spend what some parents would call an obsessive amount of time in front of my computer thinking of amazing lyrics *or poems to write* and tiring new cords on the guitar. I was happy enough...