He left a sort of vague description: cryptic notes to say the dream was dead but he was still alive.And he said it meant all the world.He said he loved us all like sparkling bits of dull silver in a landfill, and that's how I felt.We were always the ones who felt like we were drowning inside, but we held more beauty than you could ever imagine. Parts of us died to get to this point.We are zombies,...

"Are you feeling insecure and empty?"It's been a triggering couple of days.I feel fat.I spent last night having drinks and fancy snacks with friends while we discussed her wedding colors and dress sizes.We laughed louder than was appropriate and found out men are suckers for girls with the right shade of pink lipstick.We came home and colored in a jumbo Barbie coloring book. I left her a kiss on...

So I know it's around the holidays and everything.But basically, I have a really bad cold that's making me feel like I'm one of the ghosts in the Atari version of Pacman.So currently, I have holiday angst.I'm making coffee and waiting on a client to do my very first sew-in on a real person.Hooray!Also. I keep looking on mibba for shit to read, but I can't find a my chem fanfic that isn't slash or...