i posted this in poems, but someone had commented and mentioned it would make a good blog entry, so i figured why not post it here too. so yeah.---i find myself conflicted by the beauty of your existence. when you're here with me, i can feel you coursing in my veins. you bring life to the deepest, darkest parts of me. and for just the minutes we're together, i am the happiest i have ever been. you...