So things are progressing pretty much along the same lines.Not as rapidly though so for now that's as much of a good sign as there will be.Working 6 days a week and preparing to move in the fall possibly and such is pretty much what's taking up my time. Basically keeping busyI'm going to try and talk to someone ._. it's been a lot of thinking about it and a long time and some effort towards it...

First update on here sadly has to be depressing and blah.Spending the last hour crying so hard it makes your arms shake and make you feel like throwing up.Sometimes it's hard even trying to imagine letting some things go or have things work out differently than you planned. But it's even harder in the anxiety of waiting to find out if things are going the way you want or if it's all some illusion...