Yesterday was the first time I've really been out in public with my new haircut, which my mom and grandma absolutely hate because it 'makes me look like a boy'- as it turns out I can't be bothered to give a single fuck considering that was the original point.Anyway, my previous haircut (mowhawk) certainly helped me pass, but I was still 'miss'-ed and 'ma'am'-ed a lot, even while dying in my...

At times I find myself incapable of scraping together enough sympathy/empathy for my mother. Half of me feels horrible guilt for this, but the other half just shrugs and says 'you give what you get'.Lately she's been putting me down a lot. At every turn she's trying to convince me that the whole world is laughing at me, that people think I'm bizarre, that no one will ever like me. She makes me...