o, i have decided to start writing a blog. (:Oh gosh, here we go!___________________________________________Have you ever felt like you are screaming, and no-one can hear?Like you are invisible and no-one notices you?That somebody has their hands clenched around your throat-yet you are powerless?These past couple of weeks have been a real eye opener for me, and i have learnt a hell of a lot.1.)...

i can't cope anymore, i just need to rant.iIt really is quite a horrible, to feel like you don't have a purpose-a reason to live.i used to live for him.i can feel everyone rolling their eyes, you should life for yourself and noone else. But thats not true to me, i used to feel so depressed before Joseph walked into my life. i felt like an empty shell, trying to please everyone but sinking lower...