Help with boys, please.

So. There's this guy I've known since I was seven. Drew. Earlier this year, in February, he texted me WHILE HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND and told me that he's always liked me. We talked for a while, but I wasn't going to cheat on his girlfriend with him, so I told him I just wanted to be friends. Two months ago she dumped him. Then the other week, I was acting completely drunk (even though I wasn't...
June 20th, 2013 at 03:43am

Boys, boys, boys.

To start with, I've never been in a relationship. I've had like a summer fling or whatever, but that's it.Starting like a week ago I've been texting this guy. At first we talked like non stop. All through school and all night. Then we didn't talk this weekend. We didn't really talk much yesterday...i really feel like I'm annoying him. I feel pretty stupid.The there's the guy in my other post that...
April 30th, 2013 at 01:12pm

My [not so] Wonderful Love Life

So. No one knows this. Don't tell anyone.There's this guy I've known since we were both like 5 or 6. Now we're juniors in High School and we attend the same school.We used to go camping every summer because our parents were close friends. Then after half a dozen years we stopped seeing each other. For a few years. Then we went to the same high school and awkwardly said 'hi' in the hallways. Then...
April 16th, 2013 at 10:46pm

Career Update (Army or Navy)

Well I'm fairly certain that I'm going to be a doctor in the military. I'm trying to decide between the army and the navy.At my school some college reps visited and I talked with the Army reps for a while. They gave me a free shirt. It just says "ARMY ROTC". When I wore it the next day my dad asked if I was joining the army instead of the Navy. My mom says, "No. She can't. We're a Navy...
April 16th, 2013 at 10:18pm

Better...but maybe not.

I keep thinking I'm getting better. Feeling better. But then I break down and sob.Then I guess it hit me that I'm not getting better. Sometimes I "forget" to eat. If my parents aren't home for dinner, then I won't eat. This is weird because I used to eat all the time. Now I'm obsessed with weighing myself and eating less food. It's hard for me to do, but I can't stop. Sometimes I try to force...
April 16th, 2013 at 10:14pm

Navy Life

Yes. I want to be a Navy doctor.There. I said it.Not very many people know that. Less than ten.I finally mustered up all my strength to tell my dad. It's not that I thought he'd be against it, because I know it's quite the opposite. So, there we were, him watching golf while we look at different colleges together that I might attend.I casually said, "So I think I probably want to be a Navy...
April 8th, 2013 at 12:35am

Untitled

What if I can't change?What if I'll never be good enough?My brother and I have never gotten along. Never. I'm six years older than he is. Sometimes we have good days. Then there are some days where I can't even look him in the eye without flipping.Today, the first day I've been home in a full week, started off good. Then he started teasing our little sister (who's three years younger than he is)...
April 8th, 2013 at 12:25am

The End of Spring Break

Well. Spring Break is over. It was a blast while it lasted! I got home last night. I met tons of new people and some of them I'm still friends with now. We're constantly texting and keeping in touch. I'm glad.Sometimes, even when something really good happens to me, there's a part of me, in the back of my mind, that won't let me be all the way happy. I don't know what it is exactly. I'm beginning...
April 7th, 2013 at 08:26pm

Spring Break

Going to Georgia with my best friend for spring break!! :D I need this. I'm so excited. This is the best thing that has happened to me in a while. We're going to lay in the sun on the ocean. I'm so ready for this. These next few days can go by a little faster. Please.Not too long ago I went through a rough patch. I'm still trying to get through it. A lot has happened this past year and it's all...
March 29th, 2013 at 09:22pm