I really don’t know what to do anymore. I’m writing this to tell you that I have taken down my story because I’ve had a lot of stuff going on in my life. The last thing that I need right now is a story that I have to keep up with. I might start another one, but it really just depends on how my schedule is. My friends have been a lot of help to me, but it’s still a tough time for me right...

I know why we aren't talking anymore. I don't even think that we are friends, but I know why. I believe in god... Why he would do this to me I don't know, but he did this. He doesn't want us to be friends for some reason. My reason that I think is because he wants me to believe in myself more and to stop turning to others for advise. That may not even be the reason, but that is what I'm taking...