A chain reaction..plus sneaking out

Haaa, the start of my title sounds like the stupid disney channel song, oh well!So basically, I love the feeling that when someone says something funny or cute, or compliments you, it just makes your entire day better! Guys, not matter what any of you look like to a girl, a compliment is really a day brightener :)--So I've never snuck out before in my life (my parents would seriously kill me if I...
June 23rd, 2011 at 09:28pm

My letter to you. So glad you don't know how I feel. NOT.

Dear Cole,Today was just like the past week. I thought about you. You’re on my mind 24/7, do you know that? I couldn’t even go to sleep last night because I was crying so much. I wish you knew that I felt this way, and then maybe you would at least send me a text saying “hey.” I really want to get to know you, Cole. Even if it’s just as a friend. Because honestly, I’m sick and tired of...
June 20th, 2011 at 08:36pm

I thought you were my friends? And I could talk to you about anything?

Does anyone ever get the feeling they can't talk to anyone? Not even their closest friend? Because I do. And I know that your best friend is supposed to be the one that helps you through any problem and is always there for you, but I'm WAY too sensitive for her point of view to understand what I'm going through.Sometimes I wonder if a psychologist would be good, because she can listen to my...
June 20th, 2011 at 08:33pm

I hate feeling like this!

This past week has been hell for me. And yeah, I may be a drama filled teenage girl, but I'm still uncertain of what is a "stupid" problem or an actual problem. I just hate the feeling of liking a guy and you have NO idea if he even thinks about you. I'm too shy to just ask, and I don't really know him well enough to ask him if he wants to hang out. I want to text him all the time SO BAD but I...
June 18th, 2011 at 08:36pm

ugh I just had to get this out

Well, im really just trying to get this out of my system, but i've been thinking about it alot lately. Now im only 14, but still. Commitment. Growing up. Getting married. Having kids. I think about that constantly, how im going to end up. How do people stay commited to each other for so long? It scares me because you see divorce everywhere now, im scared to even think what might happen. I keep...
April 30th, 2009 at 03:37am