As usual, I ended up finding someone new. I know this seems like it happens a lot, but im naturally attracted to people and im a people person.I started new school, to begin on another bright note. Butler High, which sounds like some cheap new anime or something, but its been actually alright. I met a few people, some good and some bad but ive been getting along pretty good.Theres this one kid...

Seems like everything that I put on here gets deleted eventually. It sucks major, honestly. I just want to be able to rant and rave somewhere so that 2 people will see it and no one will reply, but I can't because sometimes I forget to capitalize something.Anyways,I went to warped tour, and like always, it was amazing. Less fun only going with your mom but it still worked out kinda good. I met...

all the time, with me it seems im always the one to be more invested in someone than they are in me. Recently this was put to the test and of course, I of all people failed.If you know me, you know that me and a fine lad, named Adam have been talking for over a year. Oops, i meant to say *had been talking.Some shit went down and now he doesnt want to talk to me. he doesnt want anything to do with...

well something i would like to say is that i dont miss anyone who would be reading this if they arent jewel.most of you talked behind my back, tore me down, and then lied right to my face. and it took me moving this far away to see that the majority of you held my name in vein.while being around all of your smiling faces was quite the enjoyment for me, i no longer enjoy coming across your faces....

you dont know who i really am, do you?here it is: Im a 14 year old girl who feels like she is losing everything. To mask the pain, occasionally she smokes weed. She regularly smokes cigarettes. Her friends are skipping out on her, so she now has to steal them from her mom.She is moving far, far away from everything and everyone that she has ever known. She is scared. Deep down inside, she plans...

A common misconception in suicide victims' families, is the view from the person who has committed(the view before hand of course). Most of the time, the person who has suicidal thoughts sees themselves as alone, worthless, guilty, or helpless. Suicide is not the answer in reality, but when someone is set on committing, there is no stopping them; the misconception is that everything would be...

So i guess were off to georgia soon enough. Mom cant afford to pay 17,000 dollars just o be kicked out anyways. So she decided that moving closer to family would be financially beneficial. Beneficial my ass.If I leave, Im leaving my best friends. My girlfriend and everyone ive learned to trust and love. I dont think i can go so long without them, theyre like my non-blood family. How the hell am I...

So, you see. Im done. With everything now. I hate everyone accept for Taylor. I dont need anyone's pity and i dont need anyone sitting here telling me that Im lying or anything like that. I dont enjoy being here and i wish we could just hurry up and move to Georgia already. I want to get out of here as soon as i can. But the thing is that i would have taylor to miss and i dont want to leave her...

I have made myself happy. I definitely moved on. I don't mind one bit that she hates me. Or that he still wants to have sex with me, even though I had never agreed to anything. People still expect your names to come out of my mouth but in reality the only person who's name I will use my breath on, is Taylor.She makes me happy. She honestly is someone I have felt the most comfortable with. I feel...

im not enjoying this whole school thing. Im just about done being here at all. sure i have a few things to look forward to.. but not much anymore. Especially if we have to move to Georgia. Which there is a very good chance of happening. I dont wanna leave my Taylor or Micheal, theyre like my family. I dont wanna go. If things cone to worse, im going to ask my mom about moving in with Micheal.On...

im glad you find me so easy to hate, even though im not the one in fault. I have not said one word to you or your new boyfriend about not liking the fact that you two are dating. I did not say anything about being mad about you leaving me for your best friend. I even TOLD you we could be friends, my fucking act of not caring. ITS CALLED AN ACT FOR A REASON. its fucking torturous to see you love...

so im at my moms friends house. my moms friend has her friend over and there seem to be children everywhere. literally everywhere. I went with storm and her mother to the Asian festival. that was fun. I got henna on my wrists to where on one side it says "skinny"and on the other it says "love""Skinny Love."I don't know why but it seemed to be the perfect thing to have on my wrists. and it should...

TODAY---I don't feel like there is any point anymore. I mean sure, I have felt like committing before, but have never gone through with it. Or have I?Honestly, i have put a blade to my skin and left gashes. I have went into the kitchen and swallowed everything i saw. But nothing ever worked. Maybe i should keep trying. Maybe I will. I know I want to. But i know it would mean leaving her alone....

don't try to push me away, i need you. I don't know if you feel the same but I really need you. I know you don't believe me but you're like my everything ATM :'c I just want you to understand something really quickly....I owe recess tomorrow because when I found out what Darren said to you, I went over to him and yelled at him. I know he doesn't know anything about you but maybe i do, and that's...

today seems so weird. Nothing has been getting done. I keep thinking about my therapist. She doesn't think she's going to stay around long, she said so. But what she doesn't know is that i need help. I hope soon enough someone will be able to understand, i need help... YES I KNOW! but i dont WANT help. You cant exactly help someone who doesn't want it. And thats what a lot of people need to...

Oh, OK. So. i might be able to go to warped for real guyzzz. I'm so happy. I might just be sitting here looking miserable (ok half true), but all of my favorite bands are going to be there and i will not leave the house for three years if i dont get to go. This means so such to me. SO MUCH! i dont know if someone has had the feeling where, when you think about something... Your heart feels better...

This is one of the worst places to be. But so is home. I hate being anywhere other than my room with my Kindle in my closet talking to people from all over the world. Now that I think of it, I would rather be anywhere else in the world right now. Literally.I have to keep my sleeve down. I have to keep my arm covered. I have to just stay hidden.We have a test today. I hate tests. You know what? I'm...

So im watching this movie.Its called "Throw Mamma Off The Train".Its. Called. Throw. Mamma. Off The Train.Off. The. Freaking TRAIN.where would this world be without directors like this?We would have this movie.We should be glad that we have this movie.This movie.So far the guy has put rat poson in his moms soda, ive only been watching for MAYBE 10 minutes...Im begginging to think that this guy is...

ok guys so.. update on my warped tour stuff.The tix are about 45$/pounds each. And i really want to go.its something about being surrounded by a crap load of people you don't know.... amazing bands... crowd surfing and walls of death that make me feel at home completely. There are going to be some bands that i would really love to see (sleeping with sirens, woe is me etc.) that have actually saved...

I NEED TO GO TO WARPED TOUR **NO MATTER WHAT**BANDS THAT I NEEED TO SEE: SLEEPING WITH SIRENS-TONIGHT ALIVE- WE CAME AS ROMANS- I SEE STARS- BRING ME THE HORIZON- MEMPHIS MAY FIRE- ALLSTAR WEEKEND- AUGUST BURNS RED- FALLING IN REVERSE- BLESS THE FALL- CROWN THE EMPIRE- FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS- HANDS LIKE HOUSES- LIKE MOTHS TO FLAMES- NEVER SHOUT NEVER- RELIANT K- RUN DMT- SILVERSTEIN- THE AMITY...