Ok, so i need help picking which on of these three titles to use for my blog website i am making...OH and if you have any other ideas please let me know.Heres what i have so far for different titles:1. Samantha's Blog2. Inside My Head3 My VoiceYeah thats all i could come up with. I already knkow some ofthe topics i will be blogging about ( is that how you would say that?)Ok Random questions.1. is...

Gosh i cant stand this crap any more i am so sick of all my friends needing me when they need help but they are never there for me when i need them the most. not only that but they have to turn their backs on me just because the guy i am dating they don't like well I'm so sorry for my life not being your guy's life and I'm trying to make it mine. i cant get out of bed with out fearing that today...

I only had less then 3 months to go till i made it a year with out cutting my self. WELL GUESS WHAT............i messed up and ended up cutting yestuday. There has been way to much stuff going on in my life right at this moment and i tried everythign to get stuff off my mind. i guess it didnt work since i now have cuts on my arms yet again. im very dissapointed in my self. There is no longer...

AHHHH......Where to start....hmmmm.... well i went to New Mexico for 2 in a half weeks just got home last night. I was so much fun there; but anyways while i was there i called me mom up and talked to her because i have not had my period for 3 months now. Anyways....before i called her she had no idea that i was no longer a virgin so of course she got upset with me about lying to her about it...

Ok i have a friend t that says stuff like oh i wish i could just die and there is this one friend who says it every single day and the thing is we have already had a friend commit suicde at my school and one has been murdered so i really so i donty need or the rest of my schol doesnt need another person doing it because well its extramly hard right now even though its been almost a year since we...

ok, so i started a new poem i dont have a titelfor it and so any body who has ideas for a title please help and i also need help with addiong more to it heres what i have so far...You told her you loved herMany timesShe believed you everytimeYou hurt her so many timesYou broke her heartThen asked her back outBut the next dayYou Told herThe awful line" I just want to be friends"She had heard this...

Ok, so last ngiht i almost ran away from home becuase ofthingsthat are going on there. My family doesnt understand how much stuff they say really does hurt me, For example when my mom tells me well maybe if you lost al lthat weight that you have put on amybethen you will actually be able to get a boyfriend worth something more then a peeny oh wait thats right your nohting but a slut anyways. well...

OK so last night something happened That i didn't think i was going to do. but the guy got me to sleep with him. even though it was a quickie i still feel really bad about it because i took this vow to be a born again virgin ( if you dont know what that means it means in gods eyes your a virgin again after you lost your virginity and you really wanted to change your life around) but anyways this...

ok so theres this thing thats really bugging me well theres more then just one thing thats bugging me but i canttell anyone abotu whats reallt going on because they woulod not understand, would they? i dont even know how to even tell them whats really going on. I'm sure that they know something is up with me but i dont know if they know what it is. the thing is i could never tell them because they...

OK so today at lunch my friend and i were in front of the office and then my ex boyfriend cam up and started talking to me about what i was talking about with our other friend. well i what i was talking to our other friend about was the cuts on my leg which are from cutting myself. well my ex boyfriend was freaking out cause i had promised him and a few other people that i would not cuts my self...

So i had stopped cutting for almost 1 year and 9 months but i started back up on valentines day because of people sending me messages on my facebook. this might seem like a stuoid reason but if you knew the whole story you would understand. I am so upset at my self for starting back up. i wish everyday that i could go back in to time and redo my life. my friend says shes not mad at me but i wish...

well im stil ltryingto stop my self from taking the pain killers but i just cant id ont know why its like something is pulling me farther and farther in. the question is:: do i really want to stop or do i just feel like my life should come to a end well i feel like life in general should come to a end because i dont see the point of life so whats the point of living one that does not make scence??...

Ok, so heres my problem. my BIG problem. My problem is that i am addicted to prescription pain killers. For example: Vicodin. I don't know when i became addicted to them it just kind of happend. i have only told one person about this, I know i need hel pover coming this addiction. Like i told my friend that i found something that helps me way more then cutting myself does and that would be taking...

Ok, so i fell in love with this guy and i love him to death. The only thing tha tsucks about this relationship is tha ti'm going t obe graduateing in about 3 months and well hes a freshman in high school and i really don't want to leave him just go to offto college. well even if i wasn't dating somone 3 years younger then me i really don't think i'd want to go off to college rigth after high...

ok so i told someone i thought i could trust about something that happendto me when i was 13 and her and i and my other firnd got in to a fight and this person that i told this thing to got really mad and told everyone at school aobut it and now i feel liek i cant even go to school with out people jugding me for what happend and since she told everyone about this thing tha thappend i gat 151...

ok this is random but I have a friend and she needs a date for valentines day she’s bi so yea both girls and guys can help me out with this if you would like to message her name it MyTearsWillFall you can find her on my profile or if u would like to asked me anything about her you can message me on here thanks for your timethe rest is gong to be nothing ok like pop tart’s and they are very...

This is probably the hardest thing i will ever write in here but i'm not sure. i keep thinking to myself " will anyone care if i just disapear from this world?" who would notice? i hold the blade against my skin and i'm so tempted to cut so deep that i will take my own life. Its not like anyone would care,right? yeah i used ot cut all the time but i promisede my self and my friends i wouldn't...

OK so today is the day i remember a friend only because he killed his self on this day 7 months ago we all till miss him so much and now Hollywood has made a movie about suicide (To Save A Life) and I'm going to go See it tomorrow and i know That ti will be crying during it as much as i don't want to but i just needed to get this off my chest for once and i thought this is the best way to do that....

ok so i havent wriiten in this for awhile but i have a lot on my mind.for starters everyone in my family is just overly pushing collageon to me and they just wont stop its like maybe i dont want to go off to collage right after high school maybe i just wantto get my life together for once.for two im going wit hthe most amazingist guy ever except that hes 3 years younger then me and ireally dont...

my best frind andi may have gotten in to som arguments over the years or we might have had somethimg way wrose happen but we are there for each other no matter what and we always for give eachother adventullly but we still love eachother there is no way in heck we could live with out each other but ther point of this is sayingthat no matter what you cant leave your best frinds in the dark when you...