This entry is not to offend or convince anyone of anything. But you don't know how fucking much people question so much when you tell them that you're something like vegetarian.I've recently acquired some new friends and while they're all fun and all that, they can be pretty ignorant. So me and my friend sit in a corner, we CLEARLY want to be excluded from society and all that but then a herd of...

Well shit. Here I am again. I missed this site.I specifically chose this site because I wanted a site where no one I know would know this site, not that they even have a tad of appreciation for literature or the like but still.My life is shit again I decided to use this account on my computer to escape reality, egos and conflicts.Writing has been my main escape since ever and I've realized that I...

So my life has been very... Monotonous lately. I've been really depressed all through out my birthday and it fucking suuucked.My birthday wish was to die. Oh. How fucking ironic.But I'm okay now, I actually talked to my mother about all of the thing that's been happening. She just walked into my room and decided to talk about life and shit. She told me that she had been depressed when she was my...

Well, I just don't know. I'm feeling pretty confused. Dear god, I never become like this towards other guys.This guuy, he is just so fucking different. I keep talking off Valerie's ear off with my stories about him, and even I'm irritating my self. Oh my fucking god, it is just so hard.I usually just let everything like this slide but Idk. My old crush (this is a different guy) now is flirting...

Okay, so it's been weeks since I've made one of these. My life is just really really dull rn. It's not really sad, but not really happy at the most. I've gotten over my friends and stuff, and I can't really put into words how i feel at the moment because I really need to go. But I am just craving for adventure and shit like that because MY LIFE IS AS BORING AS CAN BE. Jesus.My friends forgot when...

I am always the fucking Plan B. It really fucking sucks ass.My week has been a roller coaster of emotion, I can't. It's been so hard with school (which I am having a huge melt down over, it's a bit complicated), and just all of my emotions.I think I'm insane tbh.I hate my fucking house, I can't talk to any one in here and my uncle who I really fucking despise is back from the third circle of...

Okay so the week has been fucked up. It's so fucking hard to balance your social life and school, and it is just eating me alive right now. Teachers are giving all this crap we've gotta do in short amounts of time, he groups us anyways but that is just worse because not all people in the group cooperate.And I'm really competitive, I hate losing and I just don't like the taste of defeat. It...

I'm actually super new to this.Not about the part where I express my feelings, no.Blogging and shit (or just the website to be specific) so, ya'll would have to excuse my noobness.Right now I'll just be fucking random. I'll just type up anything that comes up to mind :) So, you already know what's going to happen.I'll be wasting your time once again.I have classes in a few hours and I have nothing...

Weell.Don't look at me like that. It's true.Most times.Love is great, it makes us do things that we never thought we'd do (excuse the overly used phrases, but it's true). One cannot relate to this if you haven't felt it. It brings joy in your heart and adds meaning to your world. Nothing is more satisfactory.Then why does it suck?How does it suck?WHEN YOU FUCKING FALL FOR THE WRONG PERSON.I don't...

I care too much. That's it. That's all there is to it.It can be a blessing and a curse at the same time.I mean, I can feel how people feel easily (from my POV), and I adapt to to situation very well.BUT ON THE OTHER FUCKING HAND, when things are starting to go bad, or it's a joke, or however it is, I easily get hurt and I over analyze things and and oh my god.It's been a long time since I've...

Okay, so for the past weeks I have been a bit sensitive towards things, and I began to take things a lot more seriously, like my health and my future.Sometimes I just want to seriously break down because nothing is what you expect them to be, and nothing is ever how you plan them.I have zero self control, and I can't resist a lot of things, which is a fucking curse.I don't even know anymore. One...

So, I haven't posted in a while and I just thought I would because I had a bit of free time. So my life has been okay now, Valerie and I are better, since I don't talk to her that much, it creates a sort of mystery. I've been thinking a lot for the past few days on how my future is looking. I trust in myself that my future will be okay.I am very meticulous when it comes to grades and well just...

Okay, So ya'll know Valerie by now. Yes I will talk a lot about her. It's just that I see her almost everyday and it is just hard not to say anything. Ya'll feel me? If you don't read my previous blog to get more into that (Haha like any one would read this) anyway, so there have been ups and downs this week. It was just fucking nuts, my other friend (whom I've been friends with for like 10...

Me, I'm a nice person (I think) so, if I meet you and if I like you, I'll get you in my circle of friends. Which gets even bigger and bigger every year. So, people in my circle, get really close, and currently I am with this chick who I'll call Valerie. Valerie is an all around cool chick, you know she likes the same shit I do and what not, we plan stuff together for the future.God I feel terribly...

So yeah, the title basically says it all. I just wanted to blog, privately, because I just want an outlet for all these feelings and what shit. I'm usually a person who just sits quietly and just think about random ideas. I can't really say that I have low self-esteem, but I can't really say that I'm a jackass either, I don't know for sure. So there are going to be codenames. So yes, a lot of my...