I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better....and I don't know why! I fixed my iPod XD after I broke it a month after I got it. Our pool is almost full of water which means almost swimming time! And my birthday is in three days!!!!!!! *sigh* I don't know why my life is turning around all of a sudden. It's like a flip-flop with good n bad. I don't know what it is or why it's happening but it...

Okay so the title was complete sarcasm of course....things are faaaaaaar from perfectIt's just like one thing is piling ontop of another. One of my really good friends nathan was feeling really bad and I asked him why he said his dad killed himself I jumped away from my computer and started crying he's going through alot and I shouldn't be worrying about his problems when I have aton of my own but...

Okay so right now.....I am currently under a lot of stress and worry...which is surprisingbecause I dont worrybut right now....I am seriously concernedAbout everythingIt's just not fair things were great until this stupid new year...at least I thought they were greateverything seemed fine but under the surface of my last relationship I know that wasnt great*sigh*I just dont get it.....I have tried...