Here in the town I am living in I am currently alone. My mom is God knows where and my brothers are like 40 miles away. I'm alone here and I can feel my self rotting from the very pit of my soul.I literally feel like I am dying here like I'm suffocating on the fact my life ha amounted to absolutely NOTHING. I'm afraid I may actually die from this. I am so fucking lonely where I am I feel like I...