December 2009 sucked quite frankly.I lost my Mamaw on December 26 at 12:36 a.m. Someone near and dear to my heart, somone that I've lost that makes me feel as if I've lost an arm and part of my heart and soul. I can't even begin to put into words how I feel now that she's gone, I can't even put into words how much she meant to me or what kind of woman she was. There aren't any words to describe...

This time of year is, well, hard, anymore. I know it's going to sound all emo and I'm not an emo person, but I'd rather just crawl into bed and forget that this time of year exists. Like crawl into bed around the 20th of September and not come out until the 15th of October. Just skip the days in between.Eight years ago I met the man of my dreams. Sounds clichéd, right? I guess it is all things...

I'm a Mama! A dream that I never thought that I'd realize and was told that I would never realize. I'm amazed...even after learning on 10/07/08 that I would be and after delivering him on 06/05/09 I'm still amazed. I'm amazed every time I look at him, actually. My biggest dreams of life were to be a wife and mother. I kinda failed at the wife part of the dream but as to the mother part of the...

Here's some more ramblings from a rather insane sane crazy woman...So, I'm about to make some changes in my life. I'm not going to put a few of them down to failure as I've come to realize that it's not failing if I can make one of them out to be something that I really want to do—it'll be viewed as an opportunity, not as failure...So, with that said, I'm embarking on another journey back to my...

I just need to vent. I kinda did to two people, but I need to get it out further.So, I'm divorced. A statistic. Sad, I know. I was one of those young 22 year olds with stars in her eyes thinking that if you've made it through three years of hell with someone--dealing with a b*tchy ex-wife of theirs, helping to raise their two kids, and everything that just comes with being in a long relationship...