Is it so fucking difficult to leave me alone? that's the only thing I ask, the only thing I want: to be left alone. But nooooo, as always they are always there making my life a living hell, making me hate them and making me hate myself even more. I just want to be alone in my room, I want to hide under the covers in my bed, closing my eyes so I don't have to see it. I want to go to sleep and never...

Is it normal that when you get scolded you want to laugh in the person's face? I don't know but I did wanna laugh in my mom's face when she was scolding me.You see we had an argument because I didn't wanna walk the dog and I pretty much win because my sister end up doing it for me. After that she told me that could not use my computer, which was a low blow 'cause she knows how much I love my...

You damn bastard! How could you?! How dared you?!I believed in you, damn it! Why did you fooled me? I did nothing wrong! I tried my best but it seems like it wasn't enough for you. Nothing is enough for you! I hate you for what you did. You gave me hope and I believed you. I am stupid for that. I never should've trusted you. You ruined everything. You ruined me. You fucking bastard. I hate you! I...

I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm a mess, a really tangled mess. I can't do anything right. I ruin everything. I'm messed up. I'm not ok, I can't keep going with all these, it's too much. I need to fix these, get meself back together but all it's so mixed, I am so confused, I don't know where to start.I close my eyes and wish for everything to be gone but when I open them again it's all here,...

I hate my life, I hate my family, I hate my school and the people in it, I hate everyone. I can't continue with this crap, it's making me insane, I don't think I can stand it any longer. I would rather die than keep going as I am now. Life is just a bitch. I say that I don't know how I got here but I know exactly how. It's all my fault and no one else, just mine.I am so stupid for not realize...