Holy shit, I miss him.The day we got back from camp he called me and said that he needed to see me.I still miss him.

For anyone who read my "Eek." journal... this is continued.OKAY, i went to bass lessons today, my teacher is in college, and he's a guy. we practice in a small room in the music store, so i'm sitting there...AND I GAVE HIM AN ERECTION.Why me? it just keeps happening...

ohmygod.i found the picture!jeph howard's my new obsession.

Weeeelll, some guy I don't know called me and asked me to go to the movies with him, Seth (bf), my friend Lucy, other girls named Brittan and Deven, and James, my other friend.Soo, I can't go because I have a family "thing" on Friday, which sucks.BUUT, Seth can't go either, so I'm happy. *coolness*LOL, and I'm bored and tired.

I went to my friend's house today; my mom is good friends with their parents.My friend is a guy, so naturally, we're kinda odd towards each other. He's a nice kid, but I have a boyfriend.So today, I acted like a real friend. He was playing on his cell phone, it was Sims 2. I walk over and lean on him, watching him play. I didn't notice that I was breathing right on him, and kinda turning him...

Ahh, Quinn is like, freaking out because of his coffee machine. :']Poor baby.

I found myself listening to Get Low by Lil Jon and The East Side Boyz.I got so disgusted that I threw my iPod across the room... and then appologized, of course.Seth said I was a good dancer. *blush*And I think I'm sick, once again...I'm soo obsessed with Cute Is What We Aim For. I'm just sitting in history and I start to draw this HUGE picture of Shaant on my homework. O.oI couldn't erase it and...

I'm officially addicted to Cute Is What We Aim For.Shaant is pretty damn awesome. And he has a cute accent, hehe.cute is what we aim for & mostly shaant hacikyan _____shaant. he has the... most unique voice i've ever heard. cute is what we aim for has actually saved me, whether they like it or not. there's a class for this was the first song i ever heard by them. so i told my mother about it...

One of the new songs that'll be on Lies For The Liars.DAMN, I love those guys.

Aha, this always makes me go, 'AWW!!'

I watched Batman on... Easter, and I became obsessed with Batman.It is an awesome movie, and Batman is an even better superhero.So I went to school on Tuesday and told my friends about what I did on Easter.My friend Mary Egan said that Batman was one of the coolest heroes EVER. And I loved her for that.And so they called me Batman. That's a new nickname. My friend Caroline decided to be Spiderman,...

They're so hilarious, like little kids.

So I went to Alabama the day before yesterday and yesterday.The whole thing was AWESOME.-I had to sleep with my best friend because we only had two beds in the room; there were four people; we go to an all girls school-I got a NASA sweatshirt, I'm such a geek-the bus ride was fun, and I lived off of a tiny sliver of iPod battery for about nine hours-I got sick.My friend got me sick. It's when you...

I fucked up SO BADLY.I thought that my boyfriend was using me, because he was asking me all of these questions about my best friend like,"Oh, how is she doing?"&"Does she like anyone... ?"And I got pissed off and told this BITCH. She decided to find out, so she went STRAIGHT up to him and asked. AND told him that I thought that. At least he wasn't just using me... but I think that he is...

So, tomorrow is Gerard Way's birthday... wow.He's turning 30?I'm going to be a bit depressed tomorrow.Yeah.

I haven't seen him in so long... it's been three fucking days!Lmfao, I love him so much!I need to see/hear him before Tuesday.

THIS IS NOT A RANT ABOUT HOW UGLY I AM.Hmm... I was never quite so sure how to spell it, and I'm still not so sure that it's right.I couldn't be happier with my body. It's so odd because most people are so self cautious.But when it comes to my face... ew.My boyfriend helps me overcome that. And my friends.But I can't see what makes me so damn beautiful!On thursday, I went to my friend's house and...

Sometimes I freak myself out, because I have severe mood swings.Like Thursday.I was crying for no reason. (people thought that I should be crying, but I didn't think so)And then I was crying for happiness.Then happiness.Love.Anger.Embarrassment.And I'll randomly get these 'depressed feelings.'I feel like dying and all depressed for no reason.And some odd feeling in my stomach.I'll break down...

Well, I'm so happy right now, and too lazy to write the whole story, but I will anyway.So I was invited to a party. An all guys school, our all girls school, and another all girls school.So... right now things are really changing. I have a boyfriend. I wouldn't tell anyone because I was afraid that Mary Egan (my friend who likes my boyfriend :[)would find out and get mad. She's so cool, but I...

Agh, I just fell in love with Jet all over again!I forgot how much I loved them.Yes, I'm a complex girl.My Chemical Romance, The Used, and Jet.Odd?Yeah, well, I've been known to be a bitch, but I'm in a good mood.Usually, if I'm waiting for something to come, or waiting, the day'll go more slowly.But today, it was the exact opposite.I went to the dance last night... yes, so many dances.Well, this...