When I think of true love, I think of something like The Notebook. You know, the kind of love where the partners are like, completely devoted to each other?I don't believe that kind of love will ever happen to me.After my boyfriend of 2 years dumped me, I joined OkCupid just to get attention from multiple men. That worked for a while, fucked a few guys, accidentally fell for one of them, etc. That...

I need someone to listen to me, but I feel like lately when I talk, no one hears me. Or maybe I'm talking but I can't put my thoughts into words.I've always been much better at writing my thoughts than I have speaking them. I always put a wall up, and that wall blocks myself and other people from uncovering my thoughts and feelings.I am 20 years old. I just got my driver's license on January 21. I...

I've been told many times that your first love will always have a place in your heart, and I believe that's true. However, the way they stay in your heart is different for every person.Some people will always have a soft spot for their first love, some people will always be friends with them. Then there are people like me, who do not have a special place in their heart for their first love.My...

I'm freaking tired. I made a Spotify so I can have a playlist for Disney music, and then one for the soundtracks of Lord of the Rings. Well, I'm super disappointed because Spotify doesn't have the Complete Recordings for all three movies. So no Lord of the Rings soundtracks. Maybe one day when I'm rich, I'll be able to buy all three Complete Recordings packs.On another note, I started streaming to...

So I want to start streaming video games on Twitch. When my boyfriend gets back tomorrow, I'm going to try streaming us playing co-op on Lord of the Rings: War in the North.How many of you would watch us? You'd get to hear me cuss like a sailor for 1+ hours! And you'd get to see me fail at playing multiplayer. I'm really only used to playing Sims and single player games.By the way, I know there...

Like, you guys don't even understand. I think I love spaghetti as much as I love my cat. And you all know how much I love my cat.I just want to float in a sea of spaghetti sauce with giant spaghetti noodles gracefully tickling my nose. I want a pool full of spaghetti, topped with buckets and buckets of Parmesan cheese.Like, why can't my dreams come true, guys?Do any of you have a food that just...

I pretty much lived with my friend from Sunday until Wednesday because she and her boyfriend were down from Central Florida to visit. I had loads of fun.I've pretty much given up on NaNo already. It's the 10th and I don't have a single thing written. It seems like I lost all inspiration the moment the day changed to November 1st.I can't write unless I have inspiration. I know it's supposed to be...

I'm really, really upset about it. Not a lot of people knew we were close because our friendship was short lived, in a way.He was a really nice guy, and he used to be my best friend. I remember walking to another friend of mine's house at like, 10 PM, and he made me talk to him on the phone so he knew I made it there all right, despite the fact it was one street over.There was another time, during...

First off, how is everyone's first day of NaNo going? Mine's pretty bad. I don't have a word written. I can't think of a good starting point.Now onto the real topic of this blog post: cancer awareness.How many of you have heard of breast cancer? I'm pretty sure all of you have. Now how many of you have heard of melanoma? Probably only a small handful of you.I read a blog post yesterday by Stag,...

So I felt the back of my head a few minutes ago, and the hair felt so scraggly and dry. Like, to a normal person, it would be okay, I guess, but I enjoy my hair being like, baby butt soft, you know? I normally put pure, organic coconut oil in it, but I haven't done that in a long time. I guess it's time for me to do it again?Do any of you other Mibbians do like, treatments on your hair?...

I'M SO SORRY THIS IS SO LONGI really want to start writing my NaNo novel! I'm like, filled with inspiration and ideas, and I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't get these ideas out! I've also got ideas for other stories. Can you guys help me pick which one I should start first? Well, I'll start it after NaNo. I'll even include my neglected current stories.Current Stories:Letters (Original...

I love cats. They are so furry and adorable and just ugh. I swear, I'm that girl on that dating video who cries over how much she loves cats.When I see pictures or videos of cats, it makes me go insane with love for my own kitty. Then I end up smothering her with love. I love my kitty, wah.Do any of you have a deep, intense love for cats? Do you want to join my crazy cat lady (or dude) club? On...

I've been really wanting to make friends on here that I can actually keep a friendship with. So I've started messaging some people on my friends' list. I need to get around to messaging the others. I'm also trying to be more active on Mibba. Usually I just lurk around the blogs and forums, but now I'm trying to post in the forums and comment on blogs. I'm still trying to bring myself to really...

I tend to over think things. Like, seriously overthink. I was trying to make new friends on this site, and this is how my thought process went."I hope he doesn't think I'm weird.""Am I messaging her back too soon?""How often should I message them?""How often is too often?""Oh my god, it's been 10 minutes they think I'm weird I just ruined any chances I had for being best friends with them.""What...

While I was in my math class last night, the character profile(s) for my antagonist(s) finally came to me. I've been struggling with what they look like and how they act around most people, so I never really got too much planning done on their part.I also have a basic timeline set up. I've decided that I want the story to span over a year, so I've got the most important events that need to happen...

So yesterday (Thursday), my older brother had surgery to fix the bones in his face. From what the surgeon says, he thinks he [my brother] was hit in the face with a bat. He said that if my brother was pounded on by someone's fists, the pieces that were broken would have been bigger and they would have moved around, along with the fact that there would have been more bruising. But instead of that,...

He was at a bar on Saturday, and he was jumped by some cowards. They broke every bone in his face, so now he needs reconstructive surgery. He goes tomorrow (today, really) for the first one. The surgeon's going to work on his upper jaw/cheekbone area and see what can be fixed. My brother has been unconscious since it happened, so he has no idea what's going on. They may have to do a temporary...

I was just wondering those of you who use them get your brushes. I have a few sites that I use, but I want to branch out to more so I can take a gander at all of the brushes out there. I'm actually really needing an anchor. You know, like a ship's anchor? I'm hoping I'll find a brush for one.Anyway, yeah. I'm also wanting to make my own story layout for when I'm done with my NaNo novel so I can...

My oldest brother got jumped last nigh/this morning. Someone found him unconscious in a parking lot, covered in blood. Apparently a Spanish guy jumped him and beat his face in. He was flown to the nearest trauma center in a helicopter. From what my dad's said, every bone in his face is broken, and he's going to need reconstructive surgery.We have an idea of why the guy did it. We think my brother...

I now have high expectations of other writing communities. Like, I posted on the forum on Fanfiction.net, and with the replies I'm getting, everyone just seems so pretentious and arrogant.That's not to say they are, it's just that I've gotten used to the closeness of this website, and other sites just aren't this close or make me feel like part of a family.So unless I can stop looking down on the...