I think I just got into a fight with my friend, it's like she's a completely different person online than she is in real life. I just told her that her boyfriend was worried about her breaking up with him, and I asked what she thought about it and she just snapped at me. It's like she only gets mad at me when we're online. I don't want to lose her as a friend but I don't know how much more I'm...

I'm happy for my friends. I truly am. I just feel so downtrodden when life gives me a plethoria of painful problematic precipices. Yes, I'm working on my alliteration.I love my friends like family, and I'm very glad that they come to me with their problems, but I have such a hard time dealing with my own problems and because I'm involved in so many of their problems, I don't have time to solve my...

Okay. There's been a lot going on these past couple days. I still really like Matt, but something new happened last night. I'll start with my B-day though.I gained another year, but I had to babysit while my mom brought my brother into the nearest city to get me a gift, which slightly defeats the purpose.I had to fix my own cake, because my mom thoroughly screwed it up.And I had to make my own...

You know how I said I had a crush on Matt? Well I wish I never did! Hes a total jerk! Heres why!I was sitting with a couple friends in the caf, and other than us, there was no one at our table, there was no one at matts table. They said I should go talk to him, or they would drag him over to our table. they wound up trying to ask him to sit at our table, but he HID UNDER THE TABLE!!!!later that...

This is a relatively short story.Story: Matt is the guy i've crushed on for a good while along with Mello for a longer while. SUPPOSEDLY Matt likes me back, and I don't think so anymore. I haven't seen him much since I tried asking him out a couple weeks ago. Now I think he's flat out avoiding me.I walked into the caf, there wasn't anyone behind us or anything, I saw him, he was looking straight...

I've been thinking recently. My past is pretty bad. I mean, it will probably sound like complaining, but I want people to know this stuff about me. I don't talk about it much but it really bugs me that I don't. So here's what's happened to me.I don't remember much from before I was six. But I was six when I moved out of a town that I really liked.I moved to a place only a few minutes from the...

I asked Matt out yesterday. He said no, but I went to the movie with my family anyway. Journey to the center of the earth is a good movie.I asked him out over the phone first, on thursday, it turns out his dad sounds a lot like him. I just rushed into my explanation before finding out that his dad was actually the one on the phone.I asked him out again yesterday, but he said no. Hes busy pretty...

Ok, if you haventgotten the gist of my last journals, here: I like two boys, Mello and Matt. Matt likes me and is a really nice guy. Mello doesnt like me, and can be a littlerude at times.I'm starting to get over Mello, and like Matt more. thing is, I don't WANT to get over him. its a bit of an inch-by-inch thing, and Itsreally hard for me to just sit back and let this huge change happen. I like...

I'm sure I'm not the only one, but almost everyday, I see a new article bashing twilight. I have to say, some of these have good facts, and are excellently written, but I still dont like. Others are simply hating it for no reason I can see.I refuse to name any articles, but the amount of bashing is, put simply, stupid. You may all say I'm the stupid one, but seriously, look at yourselves, you're...

I was talking to Matt a couple days ago. He told me he liked me, and I told him I liked him back, I explained everything, but now he's flirting with me and Mello is jealous!Apparently Mello is jealous because I've always liked him(and what a cute blondie he is!Had to, sorry. Matt had brown hair for those interested.) and for over two years, now I might like someone else (mom says) Mello is jealous...

all my friends supported my crush mello. now they act as if they hate him, all because another guy likes meim so mad, i still like mello! and they just tear me in half by trying to steer me towards matt, the guy who likes me. i cant believe just because someone else like me they act so bad about mello. it makes me feel mad because they dont ask who i WANT to go with, and now i dont have to decide...

Matt is a guy ive known for about a half a year, give or take a month or two. at the party type thing, it was kind of obvious he liked me, and he kept putting his head on my shoulder, putting his arm around me, we hugged a lot, and no matter what, he was always within arms reach.While we were swimming(it was a pool party, then when everyone got out it was dubbed goth/punk/formal.) he always stayed...

Ok. two days ago(monday) there was a small party at my house. i invited about ten people, and If youve read my other journals, the guy i like, i have dubbed him 'mello'. ive really liked him for over two years, I really like him. but there's someone else.And i think that 'someone else'(now known as 'Matt') has a huge crush on me. And I really dont think its one of those affectionate friend type...

I've been chasing this boy over 2 years, and I really like him, hes my first real crush, he always says were just friends, and i know he means it.I recently had a friend come over, and shes a year older, her name is Akii, and Ithink "mello"(nickname for my crush) likes her. he says that she is his type but we're twins practically, im upset because he knows her for 10 minutes and decides he likes...

Writing at: 3:18 AMExams today. That's not why I need help. I have a crush on this guy. He's the same age as me. This other guy has a crush on me. He's 5 years older than me. I think I kinda like him too, and it would be fine, if there weren't several problems.The difference in our ages. He is five years older. Not one or two years, five.I've never been in a relationship before. I'm not ready for...

I'm sorry to say this,but my computer has a virus.I can't type much with my psp,in fact this journal might push the limits,but keep track of however many days since I last updated,and that will be the num. of chapters i put up.I will also put up two new stories.the first is a Sonic/Twilight crossover.The second is original fiction.Until I have unlmited working comp.and internet access,you may hold...

Ok, im angry so i need to rant.I have been in pain since 6 pm last night. so i am in a generally bad mood. Then, I dont eat anything, and my mom takes me to the emergency room, They get me in fast, because its a slow day. I get in at 11:15 after waiting 15 mins. they ask me to pee in a cup. yes. I had to give a urine sample. They spoke to me like i was two. then, after i was done with the cup i...

My crush, Bob was attacked 3 days ago by two other boys in my grade. Apparently they both do drugs, and that really freaks me out. They tackled Bob to the ground and threatened him with a switchblade. I was crying when i found out the next day, i was so scared. the two boys are now arrested for assault and drug abuse, and the day after they attacked Bob they attacked another boy i know, so they...

Okay. i feel like crap. I cant get a boyfriend. nobody likes me that way. and im the only one out of all my friends to not have ever gotten someone. why me? why? ive always been left behind. why ME eating everyone elses dust? i cant stand it anymore. i want everyone to eat MY dust for once. why not? in anything! im tired of being alone and coming in last in everything i do, no matter how much...

im sure of it. and i feel strangely apathetic. but i know that its just to hide my pain. it hurts so bad when i bring it up. now, i know the true meaning of loveSICK. i feel like im going to vomit. but im not losing my breakfast. not yet. i feel weak, dizzy, and IM LISTENING TO SLOW, SAD LOVE SONGS! "i never had a dream...come...true... til the day that i...met...you..." im singing them. im not...