I am so fucking fat. I disgust myself. Summer is in 2 months and I'm expected to go to Florida with my friends? Yeah right. I'm going to look like a fat cow next to them.I am so sick of feeling like this. Of feeling worthless. Of feeling like I'm not good enough.If I could just be skinny everything would be so much better... I just know it. I'm going to stop at nothing to be skinny again. I need...