Life is just a waste of time.You know that feeling like you don't belong anywhere?And how you don't feel the same.You don't love people you used to love.Well that's the way I feel.Do I love him.Yes.Do I want to talk to him.Not really.And things are not the same as the used to be.He's changed me into something else.A monster perhaps.Or just a girl who wants more than he can give.Only a few days and...

Okay so here's a dilema I'm having. My boyfriend is getting jealous of my best friend. I think it's absolutly stupid because I don't tell me best friend I love him. And my boyfriend knows that I am freaking head over heels for him and he just doesn't understand anymore.I don't know what I will do. Life hasn't been easy for me the past few days. And he is making it worse. I really don't need it. He...