My therapist was especially painful today. I mean jaw clenching, avoiding all direct eye contact painful.So in light of today's session, I thought I would tell the short history of my username.Basically when I first started seeing this therapist, She "prescribed" that I should get involved in some sort of community of people I shared common interests with. Thus I searched and poked around the...

This past week, I've been feeling a lot more positive. Just overall happier.I feel alive and well. I feel like I have a purpose.It's been a long time since I have felt truly happy, so I just felt like making a blog post about it.I feel good about the direction I'm going in, and I feel like I can overcome anything that stands in the narrow path I am taking.I just feel like I have been given extra...

I thought everything was going fine. But now it's like everything is falling apart all over again.It seems like every single week something falls apart no matter what I do to keep it together.Someone please help. What am I supposed to do?I don't know who I am. I don't know what I'm doing.Hopefully everyone else is having a good day/night. I hope you all have someone warm in your bed. I hope you...

A few days ago, my friend and I started a band. It's only me (vocals/rhythm guitar) and him (lead guitar) right now, so we still need a drummer and bassist.I'm really excited though because I've wanted to start a band forever, and now it's finally happening. We haven't really decided on a name yet, but I have a small list of ideas.This is basically my dream starting to come true. Hopefully soon we...

I'm not sure why, but lately I've had the urge to make a drastic change in my life. Kind of like an urge to completely start fresh.I just feel like tearing everything of the walls of my room, deleting pretty much all of my Instagram pictures, putting all the clothes I don't wear anymore into a bag and kicking it to the curb (well actually to Goodwill because there are people in need, but you get...