I AM SO. FRICKEN. EXCITED.I don't think you understand.IM SO FRICKEN EXCITED TO FINALLY SEE MY BOYS LIVE! 2 days before my 21st birthday, too! I've been a fan since I was 4 years old, and missed out on seeing them before because my parents thought I was too young and vulnerable on the others tours.IM GONNA SEE ZACKY VENGEANCE IN PERSON AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.Okay. Fangirl moment over. Totally...

I honestly laugh at anonymous hate now. Before it would really affect me, back when I was self harming and suicidal. Now, I literally cry with laughter. For the past two or three weeks I've been getting hate because I'm close to a band. Well, two bands.I went to support these bands at Soccer Six (a footballing event in London where bands take part) and to have a laugh with them. It was an amazing...

I'm probably going to get upset writing this blog out as it's quite personal to me.Yesterday marked three hundred days that I was clean from self harm and to me, that's a big milestone for me. I'm almost at a year and three hundred days is quite a lot isn't it?I wanted yesterday to be a happy day. I went to college with a smile on my face (and that doesn't happen very often) and as soon as my...

I want to get to know more people and become friends because everyone on this site is so damn friendly and I'm quite shy when I talk to people. So I'll tell you how I got into writing!I was failing English miserably. Each test my teacher gave me in year 10, I was either getting U's, E's or just plain fails. My teacher knew I had a really overactive imagination and she sat down with me for an hour...

My parents still aren't speaking to me. Well mum isn't and dad was until he text messaged me not long ago. We got into an argument and it really peed me off when he said people only commit suicide as an easy way out and people self harm for attention.Feck off do they.People commit suicide not to end their lives, but to end their suffering. People self harm as a way to help them cope with the pain...

(I'm typing this on my phone so I apologise for any mistakes).I told them all on Facebook, ideally not the best place but I had to be heard and got a considerable amount of love and people behind me, being there for me.It started out as a rant about things I have been through. Tattoos, bitching, self harm, suicide and music.I kindly asked people not to have a go at me for wanting a tattoo. I...