You say your not jealous. you say you don't care when you see them with someone else, you say that your happy just being their friend but truth be told everything that you way is a lie, it it kills you to see him with someone else. it kills you to know that end the end its never going to be enough for him like you never going to be enough for him and you fight, and fight, and cry and scream over...

I feel like sometimes she likes to play with my head. She's made it very clear to me that its never going to happen, that i'm her best friend and she doesn't want anything to come between that and she taken now. But its like when she comes over she tells me things like she's thought about me in that way and she wants me to get into the shower with her and she lays on me and hugs on me but at the...