Oh my, I feel like I've abandoned y'all ;0;I've been overloaded with activities, from classes to band trips to family functions to sending my cousin off for his first round of basic training. It's been hectic beyond all get out.And maybe a little bit busy with my band and my boyfriend this summer. Any way, I am currently writing a new round of one shots and the next chapter of Just for Tonight, so...

This is purely a vent entry. I need to get this out.I recently met and have been talking to this guy, Ozzy, and I don't know what to do. He makes me feel so fucking important and so fucking good about myself, but he's so far away and could do so much better than me. I didn't realize how much he improved my self-esteem and my self-confidence until he stopped talking to me. I almost cried myself to...

To all my contest winners, I am SO very sorry for not getting prizes out! I'll get to it as soon as I can! I'm working out some issues I've been having with, well, everything, and will get prizes done as soon as I can!I'm so sorry it's taken me forever! Please forgive my conflicting schedule and the ruthless wrath of my band director and my vocalist.It's been a long time since Black Poison has...

I FINALLY HAVE ACCESS TO A FUNCTIONAL COMPUTER AGAIN!This means:-Longer chapters-No more dealing with my P.O.S. phone-BETTER UPDATESThe next two chapter are being written on my phone(one for each of my stories) and then I will begin writing on my computer, thus longer, better quality updates.I have had to write on my phone for quite awhile now, about six to eight months, so with having a working...

I've begun discussing my crumbling mental state in a previous blog, and this is the 'second installment' of my disturbing saga.I've let you in on the dark of my young life, but lately, that's all there seems to be.An overwhelming, deep madness awaits me; this I know to be true. I hear the whispers, I see their ghostly owners, I feel the touch of the damned.Is this where my descent begins?I find...

Guys, I know I'm getting really fucking shitty with updating, but I have an unfinished English speech/essay that I have no desire for, I have to find what feels like 6000000 books for a Social Studies project, finals are less than three weeks away, and I've had a big scare not related to school and it's blocked up my flow.I AM HOWEVER WRITING THE NEXT CHAPTER FOR BOTH 'Submit' AND 'In Your Eyes I...