Now I'm going to talk about my life.I have a boyfriend who used to say he loved me but when he figured out I was really not ready for that he stopped. And now I sort of wish I could say it without doubting myself based on what happened the last time I had a relationship. Because I really, really like him. Wow.I have a friend who I hate. Doesn't everyone?I have a friend who loves me. This is...

Okay, so, this is the part where I bitch about cross country.I was stupid enough to dive right in without training this summer.... So, I'm one of the worst few people on the team. Oh, and the only other girl. Not that I really like the other girl, anyway. She has a reputation of not exactly being the nice type. This is only my second day, so I suppose it gets better, someday. Anyway, I moan every...

This is a bit of an experiment.It should be fun, with a little of your help...So I've been thinking about my life. It's not particularly what I want it to be right now... but it's what I've got. Naturally I started daydreaming about how it could be so much better, what if my path had been less rocky... but what if I had to choose? Even in my wildest dreams, I can't have everything it seems. So...

Closest friend pissed at me for repeatedly siding with ex-boyfriend in fights.Let's call him A, and let's call her C.C insists that I, B, am not fully over A. A could really care less about any of this, so we won't bother with him. C decides to become angry and ignore B. B offers no retaliation, having been through this before. C continues to walk all over B. B gets frustrated.So that's where we...

A guy started talking to me via email on a social internet radio site a few weeks ago. We started emailing back and forth, apparently I said the right things because he really opened up. When he started asking me questions about myself, I had to come up with answers...So I introduced Molly.A sweet but lonely young-30's New Yorker who carries an Emerson Viper knife. sales consultant to the Robert...

Hey, so since my first entry (what, an hour ago) I just can't seem to stop writing or thinking about writing. And...I got my first comment!! Thank you Jessica!! -This shit's addictive....- anyway.The drama that loves me back continues.Since last gut spillage, I also found out that the few times I was upset with my friend and went to my ex (yeah, prime choice, right? Go me.) he carefully gleaned...

Whoa... the 'attention' message is pretty intimidating. Ok, so this is the part where I spill my guts to all of you hungry, gut-eating people who probably won't read it.Gomenasai, for everythingGomenasai, I know I let you downGomenasai till the end,I never needed a friendLike I do now...[one of my favorite songs. t.a.t.u.]So, I got dumped. Yeah, like, 2 months ago. The problem is, I really loved...