Thank you so much hun. How have you been? I'm trying. By the way if I deleted you from Facebook because I deleted everyone and started a new, add me again.
@ Tipsy. the day itself was a little sad (first one without dad :'( ) But the weekend before, I had a crazy party friday night, went out to the city saturday night wit a friend and then went to my favourite beach in the world so far on Sunday haha
Not good at all, hun. And the fact I can be homeless is still there since I owe money for rent, but the only thing I cand o when I'm not looking for a job is to write, otherwise I honestly turn crazy, too much anxiety and all the bad things happening in my family. I mean, is there even a God??? Because I don't see it. I'm torn.
I've been getting insomnia every single night for the last four days and I get zanax and those red pills that slow down your heart's beating when its out of control. I ate today after five days and thankfully I didn't throw up. My life is a living hell.
@ XXXataktoulaXXX Mee too, I've been off for the past couple of months :( That is so so tough for you!! :( I am so sorry to hear all of that! :( I am really thinking about you and I hope there will be some light in your life soon! you deserve it!! xxxx! I've been going through a lot of personal issues at the moment, I'm a lilttle bit off, I've been sick because of it, like bad bad gastro not fun. I'm getting better now, slowly! :)
Hey, I'm sorry for the lack of replying to comments - my alerts are messed up and the access I have to the internet is only for a few minutes. Things are tough here, my parents broke up and I'm not talking with my mom. My little brother will join the army in a few days and no matter how hard I look for a job, I haven't found any. I don't know what I'm gonna do or where I'll be staying cause I have no money for even the rent. I will message you though whenever I can. I hope you are good. I miss you.