Changes.

I'm honestly sick of all the people I used care for (besides my family). Everyone now is just drama, drama, drama. Honestly, I used to take everything to heart but I could give two sh*ts and a f*ck now. Everyone is just to emotional, I want to hang out with you to have fun. Not to talk about everything in the world that's going on. Or what your friends, mothers, brothers, neighbors, mail man's...
November 28th, 2011 at 12:24am

I'm scared.

Something might be wrong with my dad, he said something in his head doesn’t feel right. That scares the shit out of me. My biggest fear is having my dad or my sister die. After my mom died I became very nervous and scared for my sister and my dad. I know that if anything happens to them, I wouldn’t be able to handle it. It took me almost 5 years after my mom died to realize that shes never...
November 6th, 2011 at 02:45am

Dear Mom,

Dear Mom,This letter is going to be a lot harder to write. I’m already choking up writing this. I feel like such a f*cking shitty person not thinking about you more. The truth is I can’t remember much. I was eight when you died and it broke my heart. No, it shattered my heart into little pieces. You know that I was a momma’s girl. I used to cry when you left me at class. The day you died was...
July 12th, 2011 at 01:31am

Mom..

Dear Mom,I don't know what to say or think anymore. I feel like you were never here. I was young when you died and I don't remember a lot. I feel so far away, and lost without you. I know you're shaking your head to the choices I'm making. I only remember certain things about you. I remember mostly you being sick which kills me. I also remember the night you died vividly and they will never fade....
September 4th, 2010 at 10:25am

What have you got to lose? Except your soul.

Have you ever had one of those nights where you can't sleep? Not because you're not tired but because your mind is racing and awake. For the past three weeks I've had a sleeping pattern 8am to 3:30pm. I've been up every night wondering things about my future. Wondering about my friend who is in a mental hospital, wondering why she did it. It kills me too considering I told the people she asked me...
August 26th, 2010 at 12:52pm