Sometimes I wonder if anyone will actually ever read this blog? Whether it is actually worth the effort of writing it? Some days I wake up and think 'what is the point'? Why does my life matter?And then the reality hits.Yes I'm one in a billion of lives all swarming all over this little planet thinking that we matter. Each of us in some way identical to the person sitting in the next room, across...

So today I began my new fitness regime properly... First morning run! And it feels so good :) Really wakes you up in the morning! Really proud of myself as managed to run for 20 minutes straight today with only walking to cross roads etc...I think I do prefer outside running to running on a treadmill but I do also enjoy going to the gym- it's good to mix it up and keep the exercise varied. I may...

I guess it's a bit weird to think about starting your life over. But on my dedication to recover from Bulimia...or change my life for the positive I would like to feel more that I am reinserting myself into my life which I have been absent from for the past two years. The Bulimia isn't me...it's the cage that traps me and tells me everything I know is wrong. It is determined to hold me in this...