I woke up this morning in a good mood, pretty lucky since I have an exam each day for the next three days. But now I don't feel so great. I found myself thinking of all the things that make me sad, and then my mum and dad both mentioned things that worry me and make me stay in my mind, not things about me but something that's been a source of conflict in our family for a long time. It just really...

I am drenched in sweat, seventy percent of which is not my own. My heart is racing, my ears ringing and I’ve just emphatically framed a nondescript piece of paper scribbled on messily with pen. For me though, the scribble isn’t just a scribble, it’s Cove Reber’s autograph, frontman of one of my favourite bands of all time-SAOSIN. I’m drenched in sweat (and couldn’t care less) because I...

Lately I've found myself being really sad all the time, I cried today for no reason. I don't know it's just tough when it feels like everyone around you is happy and stuff and you're not. I don't feel helpless or anything, just...alone kind of, even though I have great friends. Lots of people say that I should focus on the good stuff but it's kinda hard sometimes and I get really down on myself a...

Today I got my second tatt, four music notes behind my left ear- and my mum went ballistic. I told her yesterday that I was going to get one and explained exactly what and where. I don't know, maybe she thought I was joking or something, but I showed her when I got home and she was totally pissed off.I knew she'd be a little bummed but she was fully 'I need to talk to you' mad. I'm 20 years old...

Okay so I think I had a couple of those, lightbulb-on, epiphany/lightning strike type thoughts today so this is just going to be a long rant about what has been rolling around in my head today.Just some ideas I had about stuff.It was actually something someone said that made me think.Firstly, the responses I got to my last journal entry really lifted me up from feeling so down. I am surrounded by...

I woke up this morning and just got this immediate vibe like it wasn't going to be that great of a day. At first I tried to ignore it so I just started my day and it was going pretty good.So then I remembered that the student loan people had accidentally given me like $100 so I went online to transfer the money back.To my complete surprise, someone had charged $50 to my Visa and it wasn't me. Then...

Okay so I've never done one of these journal things before but I really badly felt the need to rant right now.I just found out someone hacked my Ebay or my Paypal account and fucking bought something which means $50 got charged to my Visa card. $50 may not be a lot of money in the grand scheme of things, but when you don't have a bunch of money its a lot. I'm normally a pretty rational kind of...