Hello, my love bugs! I'm so sorry for the long leave of absence. I haven't wrote a blog in a while time, and I have to apologize for that. I also haven't been coming onto Mibba much either. I've been dealing with a lot of emotional stuff lately, so I haven't been really social.But how's everyone? I hope things are beautiful and well for you all! I guess I should catch you up on my life. My sister...

It's been a while, I'm sorry. I didn't write anything for Kris's birthday, I forgot it. And trust me, I feel so bad about it. But I did forget, and I can't take it back. I'll try to make up for it next year. Sorry Kris.But I'm doing this for my sister's main man, Park Chanyeol. This is the last Exo member that I have to do this year. I'm a little sad, but it's a relief as well. So here we go.Park...

I'm sure all BTS fans know what day it is. Today's Jimin's birthday! I've been waiting for this day for months. And now it's finally here [ and almost over, sorry bae ] I wanted to write this a few days ahead of time, but I thought it would be more of a gift to write it on his birthday.My love for Jimin grows more each day. When I'm sad he always comforts me. Of course he doesn't come through the...

It's that wonderful time of the year. The leaves are falling, and the air is getting chilly. It's a wonderful day. But it's also Lay's birthday week! And that makes the month even better. If anyone knows me, they know how much I adore Lay. He means so much to me. I love everything he's about, and all he stands for. Lay's one of a kind, and I love him for it.This is late as hell, and I'm sorry. I...

30. Reflection time: how did you feel about this challenge? Did you learn anything about yourself?I really did enjoy this, I might have almost threw a fit a couple of times, but I enjoyed it. I've never written so much in such a short period of time. I also had to keep up with the commitment of doing it. It was hard sometimes just to write. And some nights I wouldn't. I didn't feel up to it, and I...

29. Post a giveaway blog.This is my first giveaway. I hope to get better at doing stuff like this, because I'm really out of the loop. I wanted to do some oneshots for you guys, but we all know that it'll take me too long to write them. And since I'm in the process of writing a story right now, it'll be hard for me to keep it all up.I'm the type of person that'll read anyone's stories. But there's...

28. What’s one thing that made you laugh today?This isn't really funny, but it kind of made me laugh. My mom and my sister and I went groccery shopping. We stayed in the store for about 1 hour. Mostly getting food, and trying to stay away from the people that might try to start some shit. I finally found this empty cashier line, I was happy to be the first to get there. I hate waiting in line...

27. Share some of your guilty pleasures.I don't really have guilty pleasures, so I'll just write about my pleasures, and I hope they're guilty. IdkSometimes I like reading shitty romance novals. But I think a lot of people are like that, right?I feel like you guys already know everything about me. I'm not a interesting person, I don't have guilty pleasures. There's nothing for me to really write...

26. Post a to-do list.1. Learn at least ten K-pop dances before the end of the year.2. Lose some weight.3. Play the piano more.4. Cook more5. Write more6. Laugh more7. Tell my friends I love them more8. Try and reply to messages9. Learn how to let stuff go10. Try not to let things bother meThose are some things that I would love to do, because I feel like they're important. I love all of my...

25. Share a photo that perfectly sums up your day.I thought about posting a picture, but how creative is that. I'm going to paint you guys one.Close your eyes, and think about the sky. It's beautiful and blue, with puffy clouds. The grass is green and is gently being swayed by the wind. The birds are chirping and the sun is out. Beautiful, right?Suddenly the birds stop chirping. The sun goes away....

24. What’s something that frustrates you?A lot of things can cause me to blow a fuse, and if I'm passionate about something it makes it harder to let things go. I've mentioned my hate for record labels. Not all record labels suck, but some make me want to throw up.SM entertainment. I hate the label, I like the artists that they have on the label, but I hate the label. It's more like a slave...

23. Post a ficmix or a fanmix.Maybe it's my lack of writers knowledge, but I have no fucking idea what a ficmix is. You guys can all me stupid now. I think I have a idea, but I don't know what to do, so I fail at this one. Trust me I tried, but I just don't know. So I'm sorry to anyone who might think i'm a dumbass. I just don't know. So sorry.And tbh I'm not a big mibba person, so I don't know...

22. Share your answers to a survey/questionnaire.Name?DevineNicknames?DeDe, DeviAge?16Single/Taken?Sexy Free and Single.Are you happy with that?I'm not ready for a relationship yetHow many kids do you want to have?At least 6 or 7. Maybe. I want to adopt tooWhat would you name them?I don't really know yet. Something unique. Maybe something of asian culture. But my husband and I would have to choose...

21. Ask for feedback on a story, story idea, layout, etc.I'm thinking about doing a halloween layout for October. I'm one of those people who never really changes their layouts. But I need to. I'm thniking about changing them once every month or so. To go with holiday's or the weather.So for October I want it to be something Halloweeny. I don't really know what I want yet, but it should come to...

20. Blog about one of your hobbies other than writing.I love playing the piano. I always wanted to learn back when I was a kid, but now I have that chance. I'm self taught. So I feel proud about that. I can't play any Mozart stuff yet, I might be able to get that in a few years. I hope. I used to play the six string bass, maybe I'll pick that up again later.I'm sure everyone that reads my blogs...

19. Share some odd or interesting facts about yourself.1. I'm African American and Cherokee Indian. And my dad has some irish in him too. My Mom might have some chinese in her, we don't know yet.2. I walk on my tiptoes. I've always done this since I was a little kid.3. I have a night stand full of old diaries, that are either full or half full.4. I don't know how to drive, and I don't know if I...

18. Venting time! Get a few of your story pet peeves off your chest (please remember to remain respectful).I hate cliche story lines. It makes me sick to read the same exact thing, but by a different author. It's like : The girl and the boy make eye contact, and they fall in love. They go for movie dates and walks in the park. Her parents don't like him, but she dates him anyway. Etc.Please come...

17. What’s something you find fascinating or would like to learn more about?I love learning about different cultures. There is so many out there, and so much to learn. It's a never ending cycle of languages, religon, people, etc. Learning about how people live in their day to day life just mesmerize me. It's amazing how some people can come from nothing, but still make such great creations.I...

16. How has your week been going?My week has been very busy. I've been writing and dancing mostly. I've also been talking to a lot of people and Kik and Tumblr. I've made a few new friends. I've never been a popular person. Not many people like me, not even as a child. But I guess one reason why is because I don't put myself out there enough. So that's what I've been doing this week.The only...

15. Writer’s choice. You’ve reached the halfway point, so you’ve earned it.I don't know what to write about tbh. I don't know what I want to say. I guess I'll talk about friends?I'm not a super popular bitch. I'm shy and I'm anti social as fuck. And friends don't come that easy to people who can't just go out and start a conversation.I remember as a kid that everyone liked my sister. She was...