Seems like I can't get my past out of my present, I'm scared it will come into my future. I can't let to of past loves, past struggles and past mistakes. I blame myself everyday for losing the one person I loved the most (010911*). That's when I was the most happiest, but I know if I let her go, I'd be happy! I know it's not my fault! I know I could also forgive her for cheating... But could you?...