I don't know why I am writing this in a public forum.. It's not something that anyone needs to hear or know about.. I guess that I just want to get things off of my chest in a way that I know how.. The best way that I know how to get in touch with what I'm feeling is by writing it out.. Whether that is in the form of a story, poem, article, essay, or story.I haven't been able to write a story in a...