-.-I have MAP testing today. It's the test I take to pass 6th grade...then 7th...then 8th, ect.So I got a call this morning at oooh...about 5:50, when the phone rings. The caller ID was my school district, so I answered it, and was greated by an overly happy Mrs. Butts (princibal) voice, "Good morning....uh...Shaun!(at school I'm called Shaun). Remember to eat a good breakfest, and don't miss the...

I forgot my skateboard at home, and I'm about to go insane. My girlfriend didn't bring hers either. Yesterday I got to skate on my cousins, friends, board. It's hot pink, I feel so bad for the guy. *shivers* pink.The only one that's at this house is a skateboard/scoter gay thing. It's way to big, But it was okay for the time being, I couldn't grind worth shit on it though....bored..

Songs I listen to when I'm depressed: (I'm bored right now)1, Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody( http://youtube.com/watch?v=irp8CNj9qBI )2. Limp Bizkit - Rollin( http://youtube.com/watch?v=Mz2jVe3AGaY )3. Five for Fighting - Superman( http://youtube.com/watch?v=GKmxpeSKA34 )4. Panic! - Lying is the most fun a girl can have.( http://youtube.com/watch?v=8AZxUtZ2ZgI )5. KoRn - Trash(...

I got really depressed today for some reason. Probably because I had to be around my step-mom for a long time. I get so depressed that I get sick to my stomach. I threw up twice today. I decided not to take my Happy pills too, because I new I just throw them up.I'm listening to some of my favorite songs to calm me down, along with talking to Madysen...she always helps.It's weird, everyone says MCR...

I'm feeling better, my Girlfriend helps me a lot when I'm depressed. We ended up going to her Grandma's, since she didn't feel like staying at her house.Her Grandma's Cherokee, like mine. So it's cool. Lots of dream catchers. We've been running all through the house, trying to contact spirits. So far we just got locked in the back bedroom, the door wouldn't open. Her Grandma heard us yelling and...

I took a lot of pills last night, an attempt of suicide.I went to the hosibital and was released a half hour ago. put on more "happy" pills.I'm going to my Girlfriends for the week, to get away from this damn house.I'm surprised I got out so early..I'm glad though.....that's it...I have to be under someones supervision for the next month, I can't be alone.

Just got home and the first thing someone says to me (even before a "hi") I get a, "The girls are hungary, cook them lunch." I just got back from a trip were I got ZERO sleep, and when I get home I have to take care of my sisters. I can't wait to go to my Grandma's.I feel like cutting myself.....I've just been outside giving little kids little "Tattoo's" with markers. But now, they're all gone u.u...

I start spring break on Monday. When 9th hour let out today every went fucking crazy. I got shoved into a locker atleast 8 times. It sucked. Then my friend Chase (really big guy) came up and jambed me in the back, ouch.I'm about to go to Jefferson city with my little annoying cousin Bay. She has soccer tournaments, and it sounded funnier then staying home and being bored, and being stuck with her...

TRACK.Yeps...it was great to because I've been in track for about a month now, and some new people just joined. And one of them happened to be this really popular jock guy who thinks for some reason that I suck at all sports. Even though...I'm don't. I can even do a fucking cartwheel.But yeah, he was at track, and we have to run 3/4 of a mile for warm up. He kept saying to me though. "Ha ha, I was...

Dear Parents:It is SPRING and students become a little restless and sometimes engage in seemingly harmless games that have physical consequences. The following “games” are circulating amongst some of our students. To be proactive, please talk with your middle school child about the dangers associated with each. Recently, we have been made aware that some students are playing the “eraser...

My uncle came over yesterday. I hadn't seen him for like 2 years. And the first thing he says to me is, "My god, you...you look like..a girl." It hurt, yes...it hurt a lot. I was just sitting at the table, minding my own business, and I'm told I look like a girl.My hairs down to my shoulders, thick and curly ( was brown). And I do the whole bangs across the face thing. So, I guess I had it coming...

Okay, listen to this crap:I was walking through the 7th grade hall, and this girl comes up to me and goes, "Wanna a smily face on your arm?" I say no, and start walking away. The next thing I know she grabs my arm, and burns my hand with a freaking lighter. Yeah, and just MY luck it happens the teacher I sent an email about cutting, wanted to see me the next hour. So when I walked into his...

Yeah. I HATE being home, and since I've had to stay home for 2 days straight, alone with my cousin who likes to call me. "Fucking Stupid" every chance he gets, it's not fun. So when he was upstairs, getting something, I forgot what. I noticed he had a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich sitting out. So, I grabbed my handy knife, cut myself above my arm, then wipped the knife on the sandwhich. Now,...

Okay, the doctors got me taking some stuff for strep. I have to take 6 pills a day for that, and I already take 2 pills for depression, it sucks. I'm like on drugs. But you know, the doctor can't take me off the anti-depression pills and junk. But still, I just, feel like a druggie ;DSo yeah, I'll be post a poem or story whenever an idea enters my wonderful mind, and I get it on paper, then on the...