Being adopted I never have felt comfortable asking my adoptive parents to buy me things. I never asked for an iPod or a phone or a computer they just gave them to me as presents over the years. Which was great because I felt like it would be asking for too much. They bought me a car and pay for the gas and insurance and they are paying for my college too. It seems great to all my friends who have...

Have I watched too many episodes of The L Word or am I really a lesbian? Did I really let myself get THAT into a show? Was I a lesbian pretending to be straight? Or was I straight pretending to be a lesbian? I am so utterly confused I feel like I can't even explain it. I thought I was for sure a lesbian and just pretending to be straight so I could make it through school. But now that I've...

I am strong but I am weak.I can love and i can hate.I am brave but I have fears. I am all these things but still I feel like I know nothing about myself. It's not like my life has been easy and this is the first major even that had turned my world upside down. I was getting used to feeling CONTENT. I wasnt happy but i was content and i felt safe. I knew who my friends were and I knew where my home...

Love can make the worst day ever, the best day ever. Unfortunatly it can also make an otherwise perfectly alright day into a dismal and depressing dead end. I guess that's a risk we all have to take. To get the deepest, purest, most meaningful emotion out of love, you must love with all your mind, body and soul. Just hope that they dont all get torn to pieces. So a choice we all have to make is,...

My mind is a dark place. Too disturbing for anyone to enter. The misfortunes it will bring upon you, if you look inside, are simply impossible to describe. Terrible thought go through my mind. Every minute of everyday I just want to escape this hell that is inside my head. Thoughts of guilt and thoughts of always being ashamed of what I've done and what I've planned to do. Thoughts of the...

The last few months have been crazy strange. things just keep getting worse and worse. just when i think im about to end it all, i stopped. the thing that made me stop was so minuet and un-important. i guess it was my mind trying to find the last piece of hope to hold onto.or maybe not, who knows. all i know is im still here and things are still really messed up. now im losing my mind. i keep...

Well the day has finally come, although i never thought it would. I can finally be free from you and the curse you put on me for the past year and a half. I can finally not care what you think about me or the music i listen to or the friends i have. i dont have to change myself for you to like me anymore. i can be me. The me that i was before i ever met you. I liked that me, i didnt like the...

i still love you. WHY THE HELL DO I STILL LOVE YOU? i know you dont love me and i know you will never love me. its not because were different, its because were the same. Except for one tiny thing.Your door doesnt swing the same way mine does, your boat does float the same way mine does. im as straight as a circle and you my friend are as straight as line. a line that is so straight it has curves,...

normally im not one to rant but this needed to be said...x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xare you really that blind? do you honestly not see me standing here infront of you? im practically screaming out I LOVE YOU!!!! you dont seem to notice. im too afraid to ask you if you feel the same. im to afraid that you'll say no. and i dont want to feel...

well i found out about this site from a friend. so i decided to try it out. Ive always kept my writtng to myself because i was afriad of what people would think. i was afriad that people would hate it or think it was stupid.I love to write and i was always afraid that if my stuff was bad i wouldnt want o write anymmore.So ive waited as long as i could to share my writting with people.I am still...