Cancer

This might be hard to address.But my father does indeed have cancer. Two cancers, in fact. Not like one was already enough. The first time I heard the news, I didn't react until the information came slowly. Too slowly. I felt like the doctors were hiding things from us, and it seemed that way each time something bad happened, that I felt like I should have known.It occurred over my two weeks of...
February 10th, 2009 at 05:45am

Aren't you capricious?

So I've been thinking.I'm usaully in such denial about lots of things.i don't accept what's to come, or what's happening right now.I just know, I absolutely refuse to know I have a problem.I guess this is why so many kids, teens and adults themselves have huge issues.They just can't fully admit there is a "problem" in their life.Why won't they?Well because, honestly, do you want to feel like a...
March 22nd, 2008 at 07:21pm

What?

I've tried to find an ounce of honey in my words.Although it seems I can't at all.When people spread the word;Silence is the best answer.I'm afraid to be quiet.If I slice every vocal string in my throat,I'm afraid nobody will understand me.Better yet, I'm afraid nobody will believe me.I've been through these stages,enough for it to be such a cliche.You see the expression of their faces,wether or...
March 21st, 2008 at 05:36am