jocelyn? / Comments

I know!
All the Avenged Sevenfold guys are good looking.
You can't find a lot of bands that have ALL good lloking guys.
Seriously?!
OH MY GOD THANK YOU!
You are my life saver!
I'm already stressed cause I got geometry, health and biology due tomorrow.
And I'm not even close to being done with them.
So once again thank you!

I think they're decent.
But that's about it.
I wouldn't want to willingly listen to them ya know.
No Avenged Sevenfold, they're amazing!
Everything about them is.
Yeah I'm in the same boat you are.
I don't want to do anything.
But I have like four different assignments due tomorrow.

A7X will alway be better.
Cody needs to get over it.
Ok, let me type it up and I will.

Of course I'll help!
I don't want it for HW either.
I already have like three other things due Friday.
None of which I've started on.
WHY THE HELL WOULD THEY PICK SLIPKNOT???
A7X IS WAAAAAAAAAAAY BETTER!
These poor kids are musically challenged....

Yay!
I was so worried that I would be sitting next to someone I don't know.
Lol Pokemon?
I'm down with that : D
Does Cody sit anywhere near us?
Cause we totally have to finish our epic battle of A7X vs. Slipknot.

I love the Elmo on your bedspread. Very cute ^ ^

HEY!
I miss you too.
D:
I got your present. I hope you like it...
How's your mom and dad?

No the situation is pretty much the same.
My mom did talk to my dad though.
They spent almost half the day in their room talking things out.
They've pretty much come to the conclusion that they are just not compatible with each other. And they shouldn't have to force their relationship. They are gonna try to give it a good effort though. I guess whatever happens, happens. I'm actually ok with them splitting up though. I mean I don't want my dad to be out of my life completely again, but I just don't like the enviroment I'm living in now. I just feel uncomfortable and stressed. Like I'm forced to have this prefect father/daighter relationship.

I just don't know what I'm going to do though. She's practically betrayed me like 3 times. And I know I shouldn't feel the way I do, but I can't but feel like I'm sinking just as low as her if I end our friendship. Cause I know she''ll view it as me picking Lily and you over her. And in some sick way I enjoy her feeling that way. It lets her know exactly how i've felt all those times. But she's alway been in my life. I just don't know if I can cut her out. But I know it's gonna happen again. So I'm wondering if I should just stop all this before I get hurt again, or if I should wait it out and probably still end up getting hurt.

It's so unfair how you have to go through all this.
I know it's not anyone's fault but still.
It's a lot of pressure and stress for you.
And you shouldn't have to deal with all it.

See that's the problem.
My dad can't talk things out.
He just shrugs them off.
He's living in his own little word where everythings always ok.
But that's NOT reality.
I just want to see my mom happy.
And if it means them splitting up, then i'm ok with it.
Not saying that it wouldn't suck.

Exactly.
Everytime I think about ending it I always think about the memories and all the stuff we've been through together. I can't even talk to her about the stuff i'm dealing with right now. I just feel like I can't trust her in a way. Like I have no problem talking to you and Lily about it cause I know you guys won't judge me. I feel comfortable talking to you guys. But it's a different story with her. I feel like she's trying to look for all my flaws to use them against me.

That's horrible.
I hope your dad ends up being ok.
And I hope your mom feels better.
I want you guys to have a very merry Christmas.
: D

I'm glad to hear it!
And haha, yeah, let's watch it.
We have quite the list of movies to watch again...
:D

Well, that's kind of good! Maybe it means he's feeling better...?
And haha, yeah, I know.
I read the full synopsis on the Internet a while ago, lol.
I just have yet to see the actual movie.
We should watch it together.
:D

Haha, was it good?
I always wanted to see it, but never got a chance, you know?
I could just watch it on the internet, though.

"chase the morning. yield for nothing."
:D

Shit, that's rough! But at least its not cancer, right? That totally blows, though, that he's going to miss out on Christmas. And we don't have to hang out, if you're busy with family stuff, because I totally understand how sometimes that stuff takes over, especially when someone's in the hospital.

All I know is basically my dad isn't doing shit.
She can't even have a conversation with him.
My mom is just completely unhappy.

I really don't know if we should still be friends.
On one hand I don't want to give her up cause we've been friends for so long, but on the other hand she's just not the same person she was. She's turned into this self absorbed whore. And I know if we were to stop being friends that I'd still have you and Lily.

Oh wow. That does suck.
Why is your dad in the hospital?

My parents have been fighting A LOT.
My mom is even thinking about a divorce.
And Ash and I are fighting right now too.
To make a long story short, she's pretty much dropping me for this chick she's dating that she has claimed to have always hated. If you want the really long story it's in Karo's comments.
But whatever I don't know if it's even worth still being "friends" with her.
She's just adding to the stress I have right now.
And I just don't want to deal with it.

How about you.
Is everything ok?

Ummm i'm ok I guess.
Life just kinda sucks right now.
: [

Yeah, okay.
:D
And when you spell it like that, it does sound quite cool indeed.
I'm listening to song about finding a wooden leg.
XD

I do need the character backgrounds, lol. I'm having a lil bit o' writer's block.
And woo, your brother's insight could actually be helpful!
And yeah, I agree.
No offense, but he's one of those characters you don't really even need.
XD

Yeah, its a city and everything
And there's the abandoned theatre
And the definite Italian vibe, lol
And yeah, I was kind of thinking like in Phantom of the Opera, there's all that underground shit?
Except ours is cooler, because we have technology and everything down there.
Rigghhhh?

Hm. I'm actually not sure yet. Its sort of like...I guess there's almost an Italian vibe to it. I dunno what it is, but I just feel like its all set in Italy, because of the way I'm describing the small city where the abandoned theatre is. Also, though, I'm not quite sure if I get your meaning. XD