wow. nearly a month and a half since my last post.i'm slacking.blame gcses.i have my first exam on friday. for once, i'll admit.. i'm terrified.it's only sinking in that this is what it's all been for. eleven years of education. i look back and i know i could and should have done so much better.i went to alice park last night with hope and sarah. we saw hannah, jamie... and some people i've met...

i hate easter.with a passion.for non-religious people such as myself, all it means is chocolate.and chocolate just means fat.not that i care, it's just that it'd be nice to have a flat tummy for summer, when i flop out my bikinis and shorts.(:English summer officially starts on the 30th of March.that's next saturday!mind you, it did snow yesterday on and off, and this is englandi dug out all my...

i want a new dress.there's a lovely one in topshop (:gee. only forty-five pounds.i've had a pretty boring week. i spent the best part of it trying my hardest not to punch Matt Woolley in the jaw.i'm not even a violent person.he just bugs me.i desperately want to get away.more so than usual.i can't help wondering where everything went, and if it's because i just haven't found anything new.i want to...

i never know what to say in journals.sometimes i see a lovely notebook in WHSmiths or on a little indian stall, and i buy it, promising myself to write in it faithfully.i never do.i like the clean pages too much.today was a pretty bad day.someone told someone else something about me. she doesn't know the whole truth.but she knows there is a truth.she won't drop it now.it's funny how people are...