Breaking Dawn..and my obsession with it

[[Don't Read Unless You've Read The Book!!]]Breaking Dawn in one word? Amazing.Bella and Edward got married. Unevitable, but still made me smile! :)Bella and Edward had sex. Crazy insane, but also good, I guess..Bella wants to go to college. I thought that was a little selfish..but it made Edward happy, too.Bella's pregnant. Awesome!The baby might kill her. Very not good.. If I was in her...
December 31st, 2008 at 04:10am

How Twilight Changed My Life..

So it all started a little over a year ago.. In the library of my high school.. At the farthest table from the librarian.. Where my ex-boyfriend and I used to sit during advisory.."What book is this?" he said as he reached for my book."Stragirl""Haven't you read that before?" he asked"Yeah, but it's a good book!" I tried to defend myself."You should read Twilight instead.""Twilight? What's that...
December 29th, 2008 at 02:31am

My Sister..

Heather and I have not always been on good terms..When I was younger, I yearned to be just like her. Copying her every move, eating the foods she ate, dressing like her, even talking like her.She hated it, and let me know that. But still, I adored her.She's seven years older than me, but she sometimes forgets that. She's said that she feels bad that I grew up before I needed to because of...
December 26th, 2008 at 07:11am

Thank you!

Today has been confusing..I felt sad, then depressed, then excited, then liked, then used, then pathetic, then amazing.I went to my grandpa's house and made christmas cookies, which made me sad, because my grandma used to make them with us.I went home and couldn't sleep because I was too depressed about death.I got online and found out that like 20 guys had clicked "yes" on me in Are You...
December 21st, 2008 at 08:38pm

Dead, or alive?

I feel extremely dead, but also extremely alive.Dead:I'm alone.I'm not accepted by the ones I try my hardest to accept.I dumped my perfect boyfriend for his friend simply because I'm vain.Alive:I'm admired by two of my cousins. One knows everything I've done and loves it, one knows hardly anything I've done and wishes she had the courage to do it.I'm going to get piercings, soon, despite what some...
December 21st, 2008 at 02:38am

A Completely Horrible Day, A Completely Horrible Person...

I woke up this morning around nine and immediately texted my best friend, Josh, to make sure he was okay. He went to a party last, and I wanted to make sure he didn't drive anywhere. One of my biggest fears is that the one person I love the most would get in a car crash...After he assured me that he was okay, he called me to tell me about his night. I didn't tell him that I'm afraid that he'll...
March 17th, 2008 at 01:52am