I'm really glad we got to hang out before the year ended. I really missed hanging out with you. In September, when we went to grab food, and you opened the glowstick pack, I was just in awe at how happy you were. Sheer joy and happiness and I was overcome with feelings. Feelings I shouldn't have, feelings that should never have crossed my mind, yet persistently do everytime we hangout.I'm happy...

I hate myself for feeling the way I do about you. Going to Disney with you was amazing. It was like spending a whole day at my favorite place with my best friend. I wasn't nervous, anxious, or uncomfortable. It was a day of pure bliss, and pure comfort. I wasn't worried about anything, except being happy, and you being happy. Probably one of the highlights of my life. It was great. On the car ride...

I really hope you feel the same way about me. I was just asked about my feelings for you, and I honestly know what I want to say, but I just don't want to say it. Hanging out with you, I lived for the moment when you smiled, and your nose twitched, and your eyes blinked. I suppressed it for most of the time. Knowing we're both in healthy relationships, I was resigned that we would never happen if...

I don't know if I really like you, or if I just feel like I can show you a whole new world of adventure and happiness. I genuinely care for you and want you to be happy. Taking pictures with you today after the community performance was one of my favorite experiences with you. I really enjoyed talking with you after as well by the pier. I don't know if you could tell, but I was shaking when I...

I think about you a lot to be honest. I watch your instagram, and keep up with your snapchat. I got a pressure cooker and have been meaning to send you a snap about "upgrading my cooking skills", but I haven't gotten around to it. I see you traveling, and living life, and I'm pretty sure you work at google. I'm really happy for you and I really hope you enjoy what you're doing. You're honestly one...

I've been having a rough time dealing with something you said yesterday. The reason you don't learn to do things is because if you learned, then I would never do them for you. I thought that you were just incompetent and couldn't learn them. Because I so badly want you to learn them. It frustrates me that you don't, and hearing that you didn't learn only because you want me to do it for you is...

I'm currently sitting in the activities center writing this as I ignore my phone, hoping I'll see a notification from you the next time I pick it up. Throughout the course of the quarter I've gotten to know you very well and may have slightly fallen for you. The first few weeks were fun. It felt like a connection, and I want to keep it going, but I'm scared it feels forced. My heart aches when you...