I'm sorry I've been gone so long.I'm not in a good state of mind right now. I'm having trouble writing. I'm having trouble enjoying my time with my friends. I'm kind of a mess.I promise, I've been trying to write you another chapter for the longest time. I must have 10 drafts of the next chapter for I Wrote a Poem.I'm just kind of taking a break from trying to write right now. I can't. I'm really...

So, lately I've been really bothered by something.Now, I listen to a few 5 Seconds of Summer songs, although I wouldn't consider myself a fan. I like them, they're decent enough. Apparently Tumblr hates them? So I looked up 5SOS Rant in the tags to see if I could find a specific reason.I didn't, not one that would cause that much shame, but I found something more disturbing that made me sit down...

Hey, readers to my blog and story: I've been incredibly sick lately.I wake up without a voice every day for the past three days. It doesn't get better until around an hour later. My entire day is spent coughing until I feel like I'm going to throw up.Something tells me this isn't just a regular cold.On top of that, I now know that nothing is wrong with me in the woman department. I hadn't gotten...

Well, since my post on the Anaconda video got A LOT of feedback about the issues I (among many other girls and women) face out there being a little bigger, I thought I'd make a post about it and discuss it a little further.So. What's the absolute worst thing anyone has ever said to you related to your body? Mine was that I should certainly enjoy the attention given to me non-consensually because...

So. Tonight, we took my mom to go get her surface. Meaning I get the old Toshiba. Which is perfectly okay with me because now, I have the ability to keep you guys updated on me and all of my stories and such!Basically, I'm super excited to have this thing. No more sitting at a painful metal chair. Finally. Life is good.I need more stickers for this thing. I put on The Devil Wears Prada, Vans...

Fuck me, how is this a problem? I'm about to rant, sorry, this is just ridiculous.Okay. A lot of people may know by now that Nicki Minaj recently released her video for Anaconda. The song itself has been getting a lot of mixed reviews because people are too fucking stupid to understand that she had to have permission from the original artist of Baby Got Back, and possibly collab with him, to use...

So, by now, everyone's figured out that I basically just use this blog as a way to get all of my thoughts and experiences and everything out. I'm a pretentious person that is terrified of ruining a fresh notebook with blank pages because I like the look and feel of it.As an added bonus, I tend to let my thoughts and ideas spill faster while I type because I'm good at typing for some reason. Even...

Okay so I finished Season Two of Skins and held off from starting Season Three because I found out that we have an entirely new cast.I have severe issues with this.Warning: Contains spoilers/Basically, Sid is my favorite. I don't know why, he just is. I think because he's this super cute guy with glasses and I just can't really explain why, but he is. Um? We never find out if he finds Cassie. He...

I'm back to writing you guys! After having almost a week of suffering a mental block and absolutely zero motivation, I've completed Chapter 8 and started a draft for Chapter 9! The draft should be done and posted within the next couple hours. I've got my game face on.Also, another exciting announcement is that tonight, I'll be working on my Vegas story! The story is original fiction that does not...

First of all, it doesn't take a lot to see that I'm super obsessed with Breathe Carolina. If you didn't notice, I'm kinda super obsessed with Breathe Carolina. It started in Junior High in like 7th grade. I thought I was scene (not labeling the [bands] as 'scene', I just wanted to be myself) and I dyed my hair pitch black around a year later and wore band shirts and skinny jeans all the time....

While I'm here without any space to my own, somehow, I find comfort in making breakfast by myself. Whenever they wake me up slamming the front door and I can't go back to sleep, I'll just make eggs and toast and coffee.Because it's like I'm on my own. It's like this is my apartment, but with their things. And I get used to it being that way. This morning, I put on Skins and made myself breakfast,...

So I went to my first rave tonight in downtown Denver. Breathe Carolina was the headliner with a DJ set.At one in the morning.We got there at like 11 and sat through two uninteresting sets. Although, lots of people were walking around with white gloves that were virtually invisible under the light and they had built in colored flashers on the fingers and were going around doing ligjt shows in...

To all readers of I Wrote a Poem:I know that the last couple days - especially last night - I've been writing like crazy and chapters have been out every day for the last week or so.I'm not disappearing on you guys that are reading all through, I promise. I've got plans and I'm afraid I won't be able to write the next three to four days. I'll still be on Mibba, I just won't have enough time to...

I just want to feel loved again. Everyone's indifferent to me when I'm here. It's like out of sight out of mind. There's nothing there anymore and he doesn't care.This is why I hate being at my mom's. All of my friends suddenly disappear and talk to me whenever they feel like it or when they have a problem. Alex treats me like he doesn't care. He says he's trying but I don't think he is. He works...

Reasons I want to go back to school:-New pens-New notebooksThat's literally it I couldn't care less to get home and try to revert back to my normal schedule of 6 and in bed by 10 with zero time to get back into my time zone. I mean, I'm only two hours behind right now. That makes a hell of a difference when school is involved.But, I'll have order and routine in my life again.I just wish my mom...

No matter how much I love Denver and having so much freedom at my mom's, I miss my home. I miss my room and my cat and my boyfriend. I miss my dad.I never appreciate him until I'm here and I don't ever see him. He may not like my music or what-not, but he lets me keep it loud anyways. He hates that I'm growing up, but tries to let me explore myself as best as he can. He doesn't just agree to...