Ugh.

Sometimes, I wonder if the guy I like just thinks I'm annoying. We've liked each other for 3 years, and we finally ended up kissing last month, but nothing happened beyond that because we live too far away... for all we like each other, we've only literally met maybe 4 times. Wierd, but I haven't liked anyone more than him, really.So I guess since then, we've talked more, and I've missed him more,...
September 21st, 2009 at 09:01pm

I'm worried.

I'm worried about my brother, Ralph. He's 15 and still acts like he's 7, and I really truly think there has to be some kind of medical explaination for it. Mom's taking him to a psychiatrist at some point, which will make him angry, but he really does need it. Tourette's and ADHD just doesn't explain everything. Especially when he tells her he wishes he was dead. That's not a 7-year-old thing, but...
March 21st, 2009 at 03:25pm

So epic, man.

Tell me this is not epic:So I guess Green Day are coming in '09, yeah? Lol, I dunno about you, but I'm fudging psyched. With a 5 year gap and their track record, no way this can't be good. Especially to those of us who have the latest AP with the gods themselves on the cover and the exclusive, secret-revealing interview. It was a very yummy slice of journalism. The basic feeling was that...
December 20th, 2008 at 05:21am

Why do the little things always bug me?

It's true, every little thing ends up bugging me, and I'm not sure why. I can't stand eating Ruffles sideways or open doors or tangled wires... and today, something a little bigger happened, and it's not leaving my head.Okay, so I also have this wierd quirk where I talk to all my friends like I'm dating them. You know, calling them honey or sweetie and saying I love them all the time. But then I...
November 21st, 2008 at 10:37pm

Bike slash? Yes?

I have a new story out. It's a Billie/Mike story, and my first chaptered slash ever. I'm so proud of myself.The plot: Billie Joe Armstrong is a 19-year-old pianist from California. He comes to New Jersey with his girlfriend and takes a job at the Mahogany, the most expensive bar in the city. But he never anticipated what effect his mysterious and alluring boss, Mike Pritchard, would have. Who IS...
July 28th, 2008 at 05:55am

I've realized...

I've realized that most things don't affect me, but the things that do affect me a lot...Like, if I get a bad grade on a test, I'm fine. No biggie.But if I can't write, I go haywire...Seriously. I have shit nerves. When something gets me nervous, I'm really nervous. Or sad, or excited, or whatever. And that's fun when it's good stuff. But it means I get freaked over things that should be...
June 3rd, 2008 at 12:32am

New Bike Story

Okay, so I adore the band Blue October. Particularly the song 18th Floor Balcony. Because it's one of the most gorgeous songs ever... and so I wrote a story based on it.There's the point of this journal. My new story, 18th Floor Balcony. It's a really short read about Billie and Mike, where Billie is afraid of heights... telling any more would probably give away the very little there is to give...
May 27th, 2008 at 02:33am

My god, I feel... explodey!

Have you ever started writing something that you just get so excited about you feel like you're about to explode?Metaphorically speaking, of course. My little creation guru in my brain has high creative blood pressure at the moment, and it's going to go SPLAT all over the inside of my head and color it with rainbow coloured blood and turn my brain into a big painting of creativity and...
April 30th, 2008 at 02:53am

Mum's getting married?

Okay, so apparently, I'm going to have a stepdad.In 6 weeks.I'm really not sure of how I feel about this. I don't think they've even been together for a year, so wtf? This is the woman who's told me not to marry a man I haven't dated for at least a couple of years... and less than a year is good enough for her?It's not that I don't like Robert. Well, I guess I don't particularly like him. I mean,...
April 7th, 2008 at 05:29am

Give me an idea.

I want to write, but I don't know what... I like writing one-shots, basically, so I have inspiration issues. x_x But you don't necessarily have to give me actual ideas or anything, maybe just a word or two? I'll try to write about it. Really, try me; I shall figure something out! Not something too general though... like love. If anyone says love, I think I'm going to have to pull out my virtual...
March 24th, 2008 at 11:25pm

Love

...is all you need.I'm not talking about that oh-my-god-he's-so-cute-and-sweet-and-I-want-to-take-him-to-my-bedroom-forever kind of love. I'm not talking about the -holy-crap-he-saved-my-life-because-I'd-have-committed-suicide-without-him kind of love. Not even the we've-been-together-for-as-long-as-I-remember kind of love.No, what I'm talking about is REAL love. The kind of love where you wake up...
March 23rd, 2008 at 07:39am

A journal from me? Must be a new story!

Yeah, I've realized that most of my journals are to get people to read my stories... the story page updates too fast lately. x_xAnyways, I don't want to tell you too much about this new one. I'll just say it's Billie/Mike slash, and as a result of an accident, Mike is... well, a bit messed up. Oh yeah, and it's called When Blue Sees Black.So yeah. Please read and comment. ;)-BobbyeP.S. This isn't...
March 16th, 2008 at 12:39am

Publishing stories.

So I've talked to a teacher today who says she's going to help me get one of my short stories published. She's looking up magazines and publishers I can contact and everything! I'm really excited about it. I don't care that they wouldn't give me much money to publish them or anything; I just like having them out.So, my dilemma is this: which one!?I'd like some input from all of you out there in...
March 11th, 2008 at 10:04pm

Anyone fancy a teenage Bike story?

Well I wrote one... yay me! Ha ha, but seriously, it's apparently pretty good, so I'd like to hear some more comments on it.The story is about Mike, a 16 year old boy who moves into the room above the garage of his coworker, Ollie. However, once he moves in, he starts having strange dreams about a boy with bright green eyes (this would be Billie, people) in a room full of posters and lyrics. It...
February 25th, 2008 at 05:56am

Doctor Who!

Doctor Who is one of the greatest shows ever. =) That and Torchwood, of course. And I've written a story about it! ^_^Yeah, it's called From the Heart of the TARDIS, and it's about a made-up companion named Jessie, who sees the TARDIS heart and is deeply affected by it, to say the least. She's based a little bit off of Rose, and I drew inspiration from "The Parting of the Ways", "Doomsday," and...
February 17th, 2008 at 11:34pm

My First Songfic

I just posted it in the stories section a few hours ago. I hate to be a comment whore, but I want to hear some feedback. So, if you'll read it, it would be great. =) It's a song called Breakfast After Ten by Blue October. (Great song, by the way.) And I would like actual critiques. Because I've gotten a good review, but I think it's a bit choppy. So thanks for your time to anyone who reads...
January 21st, 2008 at 06:46am

*sigh* Writers block...

Don't you hate when you have a good idea, but it's just... not working?I'm experiencing that at the moment... I'm trying to write this one shot that would be just a cute little bit of fluff, buuuuut.... I dunno... I guess I'm not good at fluff.The problem is the words. The style... See, I don't know how to work the dialogue in gracefully...Maybe I should just start over... try a new style? I don't...
December 30th, 2007 at 09:38am

Band Saved Your Life?

I think not. Now, hear me out here. I have a theory!Bands do NOT save your life; you do. Let me explain now... You're depressed. Everyone hates you, or whatever nonsense you're beleiving that makes you want to end it all. Your life supposedly sucks, and you can't go on, blah, blah, blah... so you pop in a CD. YOU pop in a CD. And the lyrics of that CD say that other people feel that way too. And...
December 10th, 2007 at 05:21am

THE DIRNT PARADE

I'm bored... time to start random Mike Dirnt worship!!Join the Dirnt Parade!!It's like the Minority parade... but cooler... and all about Mike... and I invented it... yay!:)(Yeah, just humour me, people. ;) )
June 7th, 2007 at 04:35am