The following letter was written about three weeks ago."Saim,When I found out you were ill, there were so many things I wanted to ask you. How did you find out? How would you cope? Would it hurt? I didn't realize that I wouldn't talk to you for a very long time. I don't nkow when we'll next speak to each other properly, without me feeling worried that at any minute you could break.I don't know why...