Was just having a conversation with a very angry 20 year old brother. His 18 year old ex girlfriend has been demanding she pay him a little over $300 for a suit she bought him when they were together.Now that they are fully over, she wants the money for it, not the suit, just the money. She has several items of his clothing, a couple bits of jewellery that I had bought for his birthday, and a pair...

I feel like I have been awake this entire week. I am just getting over a massive cold. So unfortunate that I couldn't ever get to sleep until around 3am, no matter how close death felt ha ha. So shocking. And then I would be up by 7:30am, or 8am at the latest, for the baby.See, my sister has moved out of home. And left her son behind.. Of course, since I do not have a full time job, I am the new...

So, I did make up, hair, and wardrobe for a music video yesterday. No pay, was asked to help my fellow make up artist friend Helen.I didn't fall asleep till after 6am, and Helen was picking me up at 7:45am. I was shattered, and only had three minutes to get ready, I woke up to her txt saying she was at my door. DAMN.I looked revolting hahaha.Anyway we had about 25 make ups each, I got to do the...

Cool, Helen's asked me to work on a music video with her. I don't get paid of course, this is actually her job, but with 30 extras, she kinda needs the help. I'm flattered she came to me first.. Even though we had beef when makeup course finished. I really hoped I would never have to see her again, but I know she likes me too much.I don't know any details yet, but I am pretty excited. I have been...

So I just felt like talking about my mother.She's quite amusing.Every Sunday morning she will sit at the table with which ever laptop is free, plugs in the speakers, and blasts The Fall Of Ideals on Youtube hahahaha. And then she'll play Rise To Remain, Atreyu - mostly those three. Sometimes she'll play a bit of Machine Head, Slipknot. Louder than I ever play my music.She'll just sit there...

Erm, my cool as Google Chrome is being the ultimate f**k face.I opened three tabs. Faceboob, Mibba, Youtube. I go to move to another tab, from here to Faceboob, and the Face tab goes away. I didn't click the "x" at all. I click on another tab, Mibba, and that too disappears. I go to click on my bookmarks thing, all every single page I've ever bookmarked, is opened in a billion tabs. WHAT THE HELL....

Wow. I have never felt so blah in my life.I've been sick for three weeks. I haven't been for my runs for just over a month. My skin looks awful. I feel fat and disgusting.I can't afford to get into town to finish my course. Pretty sure I'm going to fail. There isn't much time left.It's also hard to find the time to get out of home when my sister runs away and I have to look after Max.I haven't...

Haha how cute, my brother cooked some bacon and fried eggs, and made a coffee for me.Just because. That was very nice since I had been doing an assignment since 7am and I hadn't had anything except my Pill and some water.I guess it is about time he started cooking. He is 19 now lol.I just don't know how I'm going to finish course. I wanted to just fail it, but f**k, it's a $7,500 course. Not that...

Ohh my goodness. Just had a mean YouTube surf.This is what I would listen to in my younger days.Pitbul, Ying Yang Twins - ShakeT-Pain - I'm SprungTrick Daddy ft Ludacris - Sugar (Gimmie Some)Ying Yang Twins ft Mike Jones - BaddThree 6 Mafia - Stay FlyAnd that kind of shit. Haha,ah, I miss this stuff. This was before I started listening to MCR, FOB, Panic. All that jazz.And now I can't stand any of...

And so if we get jumped or some drunk old lady or a guy tries to start a fight I just have to sweet talk my way out of it??I'm weak and it's embarrassing asIdk what to doMy gf isnt supposed to be stronger then meI know this sounds fucked up it's just when we're together an I see other guys checking you out or what ever I start to feel uneasy cos I start to think man that guy could take her off me...

Just found out my "uncle" split his car in two on a lamp post. He and the passenger (obviously not wearing seatbelts) flew out of the car. One died on the scene, the other died in hospital, but I don't know which one. Either way, he's dead. I'm just reading it on the news.This is what drugs and alcohol (and speed) do to you. Stupid, stupid man.My cousins (his daughters) are in in Thailand at the...

So, Michael, my boyfriend. He's been spending so much time with me, his choice, not mine.He never hangs out with his friends anymore. When we first met, he was attending a couple of 21st parties every weekend, and if he wasn't at a party, he was in town.I hate going out, but I didn't mind that at all. I liked that he had a life. Oh, except for the drinking. He isn't supposed to be getting trashed...

Gosh balls.And it just had to be the day that I had period cramps, pimples, greasy hair, last night's eyeliner on.I really only like taking photos by my self. I'll take about 100 and end up with about ten good ones. I'm just one of those freaks that just aren't photogenic. Oh well. Can you see that HUGE one on my forehead!? Good Lord.Stinkfist is my fave song for the week. Can't believe I never...

Awwwwwww man. My mum is getting rid of my nephews clothes. All his baby stuff. I'm so sad lol. I go nuts over tiny clothes and socks. I get to keep all the things that I bought for him, that's alright.That reminds me. I need to give Sacha a call. See how her baby boy is going.Argh. Been looking for a decent supplier for nail acrylics. Fuck this shit is expensive. No matter. I just hope I'll have...

From one extreme high, to a pretty shit low.My last entry I Love You, I sent to my boyfriend. Yeah it was through Facebook, hell no was I going to txt that thing to him, his phone was in repairs anyway he wouldn't have got it. Anyway, he never let me know that he had read it.For me, telling someone how I feel, is like pulling my intestines out with my own teeth. It's hard.A simple "thank you babe,...

Hello my sweetness. I love you. I miss you. I want to be with you.You're the one and only person that can pull me out of my bad moods, no matter how long it takes, you always point me in the right direction. That makes you one of my best friends. Not just a boyfriend. A best friend, a lover, a light in my life.You make it ok to want to be a sexual little animal, despite my past, because we have...

Fah out. I can't believe my grandmother blames me for my sister running away and leaving us with her son. My sister runs away because she hates being a mother. Not because our family like to throw jokey insults at each other and laugh together.Rude bitch.Anyway. Today was actually shit. I know I don't see my grandma that much, but she ruins everything. I wanted to go see my boyfriend play soccer...

My sister bought the Breaking Dawn dvd today, and came rushing up to me. As if I f**king give a sh*t what you have to say.My mum is keen to watch it, even though she's like me, we both can't stand Kristen, think Rob is uggggz as, but can't seem to NOT watch it. Lol.These Chicken Crackers taste like raspberry... What's going on? I've run out of smokes. My coffee is so lonely without you baby....

F*ck,I just want to crawl into bed and sleep all day. I feel sick, my stomach is churning. I have eaten, just to stop the pain, but now I just feel sick. It hurts. It still hurts.My brain is screaming at me. Dump him dump him dumphimdumphim. My head hurts.How could anyone who wants to marry me be so thoughtless? So inconsiderate, time and time again. And then when I'M upset because of what HE'S...

SO.I totally just needed to get this off my chest, even though it's been going on since Max's birth.My nephew is about 15 months now. He's the most adorable, crazy, cheeky, chunky, chucky monkey you will ever meet. Photo's are on my profile =]My sister, Nicole, is turning 26 next month. She has a boyfriend, Shaun, who is a child predator. Got caught talking to what he though was a 14 year old girl...