trishO_o / Comments

The only way I'll be able to spend some real time with him over christmas is if i stayed over because it's 45 minutes to get to mine from his and obviously the buses are all messed up at christmas so i can't get to hanley which is at least closer to where he lives. and he can't keeping driving to and fro to come and pick my up and drop me off each time it gets expensive. i hate it being so awkward. :/

I'd be happy just to spend a few days with him at Christmas I have to be honest, when we see each other it's only for a few hours on one day for the whole of a week, then during the week he won't text me as much any more so it's like ahhh come on.... when can we just spend some time together without other things getting in the way?!

well i've never had to buy a present for a guy before so it's never even been a problem which makes it even worse!
plus i have no money anyway, i'm just gonna tell him that we'll have to go shopping together and get presents at the same time XD but then i get no surprise... an di like surprises! lol

Get a dress that will cover the tiny bump and still look good when you're not preggo!
So wish I could take you shopping I'd pick a dress out for you :L
Talking of shopping, no idea about presents, tony will just say he doesn't want something but then spend a week asking what i want -.-

XD I hate it when that happens it's like, i wouldn't do it anyway... but i'd still like to be able to make that choice :L
I've been to a few christenings, you don't get to see much XD

But you cut just get it cut to the length you want? XD
and if you ant it longer i'm pretty sure shaving it won't help that either :L

ummmm... okay.... can i ask why you've sudden;y deicded this? XD

Wel I don't think I should be doing that for my english coursework this time... i have to write a 3000 word essay! twice as long as the ones for last year! but i do only have one to do this year thankfully

you know wheny you just can't be bothered with work... so you try and do it later and then regret it because all you want to do is sleep? yeah... that's where i'm at right now.:/

I don't know where I've got mine from. either there is something going round which would make sense because everyone i've talked to or walked past is saying how shit they feel this week, OR, it was making out in the middle of the night outside in a short sleeved dress on saturday... or a combination of the two XD

i think i feel ill.
which i rubbish i never get ill.
andi also never take painkillers which i had to do again today, don't know why it's decided to start hurting this time :/

XD i was ranting mostly so didn't really need to make too much sense lol
me and him didnt have a huge conversation but that doesn't bother me, like i'm just happy i get to talk to him makes things better, especially when i've had a bad day... which i haven't. i just feel ill... i had a free forth and ended up falling asleep!

well that's true! i have three design sheets and a mood board in for tomorrow which i just can't face... i have no ideas.... i've run out of ideas... if someone tells me to think of something my brain instaltly does the opposite XD plus... i get one idea and it's a really good one and i become fixated on it and can't think of anything else

Yep. and you get the joy of imposing your parental unit laws on your bambino (hehe!)
but i seriously just need some kind of space or somewhere i can go to get away... sucks balls you live so damn far away! then we could solve both our problems in one go! :L

funny you should say that i'm having the exact same problem. -.-
honestly if i had anywhere to go or anyone to stay with i'd be off, even if it's just for a couple of nights a week it'd be better than what i'm putting up with now

well sounds like a crap umbrella!
i don't get why they're always like that in those places so stupid, what's the point in being in a job where you have to talk to people and help them when all you do is walk around with a face like a slapped arse

well i couldn't... until i had to have a tooth out and they prescribed me a crazy pill to take to stop me from freaking out over the needle... iddn't work might i add... i had three people holding me down in the chair and you should have seen the people faces when i came downstairs afterward... clearly my screams could be heard throughout the enter dentists! why give my a pill for schizophrenics for it to do f*ck all

for exactly that reason. we talked about it well... i said i was thinking about it but wasn't sure and asked him if he thought it was a good idea and he said yes :L like he was going to say anything else lol but yeah that's why i'm going.

XD sounds like a good enough reason to me.
I went to the drs to make an appointment and there is only ONE female consultant and she's only in on monday's. how stupid is that? I suppose if i was desperate i could have seen the nurse... but i'd much rather see the dr. so i have to leg it from college down to the dr and dump my bag at home on the way hopefully without my mum knowing where i'm going -.- or... i could take my bag with because then at least i have some kind of excise like 'i stayed at college to do some work'

I know I nearly wrote an essay XD But I feel bad for doing that because then it means that you have to read through it XD
He text me this morning :) I like it when it texts me in the morning. and ive made a dr appointment for next monday as well :)