i really can't believe you're having such an impact on me. i know we have a past and all that bullshit but this is ridiculous. you fucking fixed me for the most part, and now you just fucking tore me apart. i can't believe you. you're a fucking liar, and an asshole. you made me lose hope for the entire world. if everyone else is like you then the entire planet is fucked. what the fuck is wrong...

this is kinda weird, cause its my first jounral entry since like. uhm. ever. anyway, im really. fucking. bored. anybody who has msn can IM me, jenaaalovsyou@aol.com. Yes, i know its @aol.com but it's my msn, i promise. :] im me, please? i promise im not weird haha, theres a huuuge chance we could get along. im reallyreallyreally friendly, its disgusting haha so i wont be mean unless you really...