alright so...HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD!!!!i love my school.not like the kids around me..but the kids are crazy at my school.we have a beatz club..check it out Here. <--the seventeenth is the best.that girl singing is like awesome..she's really awesome..she got chosen to like got Thailand for free for school for a year..thats really what the kids at my schooldo like every monday..its crazyyy!we have...

Okay, so MTV is coming to my school to have auditions for MADE. call me crazy, but I've seen pretty much every episode of MADE, and I've always wanted to be MADE. so here's my chance to audition.I used to take dance lessons, and I always loved watching those girls dance en pointe in ballet.I took some regular ballet and it was always my favorite. I absolutely loveeeed it. But i had to stop dancing...

GOD DAMNIT I HATE HIM SO MUCH!I WANT TO SCREAM!I WANT TO RIP HIS HEAD OFF!I WANT TO STOP CRYING!He's supposed to be my "best friend.."but it didn't even phase him when i said i can't keep talking to him..It didn't bother him at all.He basically just said fine. take your time.I told him to GO TO HELL!I am so mad.I'm shaking.I was trying to do it peacefully.. but i couldn't he's not human.God.. he's...

I don’t know if I believe in a God or Jesus. I don’t know if I believe in anything. I don’t know if we really just came from monkeys that came from single celled organisms. I don’t know how life began. What I do know though is, I am thankful, for a family that loves me. For the food I have to eat every night. I am thankful for the friends that I have that see past my shell. I am thankful...

I'm really bored, and I need someone to talk to.'Cuz, my friends are either involved in my dilemma.. think it's funny, or don't care.So, there's this kid Peter that I like.I first saw him this summer. My mom needed gas, and me and my friend Rachael were in the backseat of our convertible.and it was a place where they fill the tank for you. Peter was the kid who filled the tank for us. and he was...

I just saw someone else posted a Journal about their Chicago Accent.It just reminded me of this time at school lol.I live like 40 miles north of Boston.A mot of people in my town don't have an accent at all. Some how, they just don't have it. My mom and Dad don't really have it. So we were in our Science class, and the teacher is going on and on about how he doesn't have an accent. I can't hear my...

alright,So read the other two if you don't know what this is about.WE WON THE FUIGHT AGAINST ED!Facebook officially took down the whole group, because we marked it as harassment.I see one of those kids..Jason.. everyday..you know in movies how everything slows down when enemies pass?It's like that.So, yeah. someone even sent me this message:Hey, so yeah.. about that whole gay ass group, I'm...

That other journal..? about the kid Ed..? That hates "emos" well yeah..he's back. he's called me every name in the book.want to hear it?Ed: I thought it was pretty damn funny, an Emo with cut up wrists... sounds good to me. Oh, and why do I hate Emos? Because they are worthless pieces of garbage.Me: self harm is not funny. at all.you are both sick sick people.Guy #1: Personally guys, I'm neutral...

Okay I was online and this kid started an "Anti-Emo" group on facebook. Now, I don't label myself as emo, or anything for that matter, but there is nothing wrong with it in my opinion.So this kid Ed, was making fun of people and I got so fed up that I decided to say something.this is the conversation. (My friend Justin Helped me too)Me:Okay seriously guys?do you not have anything better to do than...

alright my team won the football game. this is the 6th year we've kicked salems ass.I had like 26 people at my house for thanksgiving.. and i had lots of wine.. :]yummmmmmm :]so yeah..i also played pool with my 19 yr old cousin who's awesome..we listened to Flyleaf and Korn and shit.and made he said she said jokes. and made fun of each other..while i was drinking wine lmao..i wish we had some...

I like football [as in the one with the brown ball. not soccer.] . A LOT.I'm not the typical kid... liking MCR and all sports baisically.So i'm sitting home listening to Massachusetts' biggest rivalry on the radiowhen i should be standing on a bleacher screaming.My high school is winning at the moment. the score is 21 - 7.My mom refused to drive me to Salem because she "has to cook and clean"so...

okay...soooo...if you read my other journal about loving justin. this is about him too.Me: heyJustin: heyMe: whatsup?Justin: nm u?Me: nm.Me: i went for jog today :]Justin: sweet how was itMe: goodJustin: is it just me or are you happy?Justin: you've made such an improvement it amazes meMe: thanksMe: i tryJustin: its good(i rant about a friend)Me: and i would never actually say thatJustin:...

I'm crying right now.My cousin Fell 2 and 1/2 stories down from a building and he broke both arms, 2 vertabres, all his ribs, he punctured one lung and bruised the other, and he ruptured his spleen. He fell on a pipe. The only reason he's alive is because he fell on his arms wich both broke, but saved him ultamately. Supposedly he will recover but I'm still scared. What if something goes totally...

Okay, so this guy right. He's a total asshole at times, but I can't help but be in love with him. The reason I'm posting this is because of the song Beauty and the Beast from the movie. So you know how Celine Dion did a cover of it? yeah well heres the story.Alright I had a semiformal at school.. It was a grauation Semi, becaus we all start high school now! And the kid who has my heart, Justin,...

{read my other life ones before you read this.}September 1stSo last time i checked in I had two new best friends and some sucky teachers. The summer following that was HELL.So here's what happened:I started to cut. My dad was always drunk and he wousld say hurtful things. They sting so dedep inside. He would tell his friends that if they had kids that they could do way better than me. He also said...

Allison.Allison was seven years old.Her mother woks with my father.I used to watch her at company parties.I ended up knowing her well.Yesterday her mother brought her to camp like normal.She was fine.At about 2:00 she started throwing up and developed a fever.Her mother brought her to the doctor.They said she was dehydrated and that they should giver her lots of fluids and Tylonol for the...

Rumors suck.Anyway....I was at this school dance thingie...I was hanging out in the corner with my friends, when these stupid idiots desided to start shit. They came up to us and like sexually and verbally harassing us. They were coming up to us and dirty dancing, and then telling us to go slit our wrists. They kept threatening to beat us up. They made o ne of my 6th grade friends cry. You know...

well I forgot to mention one other thing. My other best friend from last year, stoped talking to me because of a rumor, and now she talks to me like it never happened....wierd...

April 11I asked this kid out last year. I was turned down. I know why too. He didn't tell me, but I know. I know I am ugly and I know I'm annoying. I can't believe how stupid I was for even asking him... I am a human being right? Well, Apparently kids at my school don't see it that way.I've been throuh shit all my life. School sucks, always has. When I was in kindergarten, there was this girl. She...