If you've read my last journal entry, you'll know that I'm deeply upset that my old friend is still missing after his tin boat capsized in the Murray River monday afternoon, and is still missing.Last night, laying in bed, with two blankets over me, several pillows piled around me and my electric blanket set on high, I wasn't able to warm up. I felt as though my body was cold on the inside. Then...

1:52am.I can't sleep, I feel ill. I am hoping, and praying to god, that you will return home alive and well. Reading that Victorian and New South Wales police, and State Emergency Service members have searched, and hold out little hope of finding you alive, has created a sick hole in my heart.I remember when I first saw you, in your school uniform, hands full of shopping bags, a girls scarf...