5.Everyday is a hazy blur. I feel like I'm going through the motions feeling no emotion. I'm numb and feel nothing. I feel that my life has no meaning and it's pointless. I don't know what to do with myself and I feel empty.6.Sometimes there's that one person who means the world to you...but sometimes...they won't be with you because you refuse to help yourself. You refuse others help...you refuse...

3.Sometimes you have to erase those memories, not because you stopped caring, but because they moved on, they made new friends, and it hurts too much to see them...they're happy without you in their life...and that's what hurts.4.The people may be long gone...but the memories...the feelings...the thoughts...the pictures...they all still remain and they won't go away...even though I've tried and...

I look around and see so many faces...I thought college would be different than high school...but I see the popular crowd...the nerds...the class clowns...the drama dorks...the goth kids...then there's me...the loner...the one who knows so many people but somehow manages to always be alone. I hate it...but there's nothing that I can do about it...I'm the person that no one wants to hang out with....

We used be best friends...tell me...what happened...?Our last time talking was so long ago...It shouldn't still be upset...it shouldn't still make me cry...but somehow I still miss you...even after everything that you put me through...I thought we could get through anything...I still can't believe that I was wrong...I keep expecting to get a random text from you one day asking if I want to hang...