Ok, this is my first journal so it could be a bit all over the place, etc. but i need to get this off my chestbefore january i had been going out with a lovely girl for nearly 11 months. it was awesome, best time of my life. couldnt be happier. we shared so much together. then randomly one day she called me over, i was worried for her thought she must have had another arguement with her mum. i...